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Cutting Down Your Poetry Cutting Down Your Poet Tree
This body of work was created from 1980 to 1987. The Lyrics were used in Entropy, my punk band. Much of it came in 1987, a spiritual experience had me writing in a manner akin to speaking in tongues. My own experience with listening to punk music without ever learning the words influenced me to write these little poems the way they sound, not always mean.
Smelt, My House
Purple flowers on my skin
brother's shadow on the wall
small sister is crippled she must crawl
see the pale horse ride through the door
large Mastiff howling at the moon
sun ironing double on barren land
red hail falls on blackened soil
and now the bride in black may kiss the groom and ride back
PURPLE FLOWERS ON YOUR SKIN
AND BROTHER'S SHADOW'S ON THE WALL
SMALL SISTER'S CRIPPLED, SHE MUST CRAWL
WE LOST ONLY MILLIONS, DID WE WIN?
AND I WENT AHEAD BEFORE THE LAST SIN
AND I PREPARED, IGNORE ME SOME MORE
SEE THE PALE HORSE RIDES THROUGH YOUR DOOR
THIN GRIN WITHIN, NOTHING FOR YOUR KIN
"MELT MY HOUSE, HOW DARE YOU?"
"TAKE MY LIFE?"
"MELT MY HOUSE, HOW DARE YOU?"
YOUR JUST A MOUSE IN A MELTED HOUSE
YOU SAT THERE ROLLING/SMOKING HEAPS OF POT
YOU HATED LIVING, SO YOU TOKED
AND THAT'S O.K., ALWAYS BEING JOKED
TRYING TO TRAVEL SOMEWHERE YOU'RE NOT
AND HE ENJOYED DRIVING CARS HE BOUGHT
AND THEY ADORED GOOD OLD DOOR
WHEN HE WENT BROKE, THEY GOT MAD
BUT NOW THEY'RE ALL DEAD CAUSE THEY GOT CAUGHT
"BUT I paid MY TAXES FOR A LIFE TO LIVE,"
(THAT TOOK THE COUNTRIES' POOR AS THE FOOLS)
AND NOW THE COUNTRY'S BARREN SO YOU CAN'T HIDE
THEY GAVE EVERYTHING THEY COULD GIVE
THERE'S A LARGE MASTIFF HOWLING AT THE MOON
THE SUN'S BURNING DOUBLE ON THIS BARREN LAND
RED HAIL FALLS ON BLACKENED SOIL
THE END FOR MOST IS COMING SOON
Alive and Jiving
I finally popped the popcorn right
I finally got it right, all right
olive oil was not to hot
I think I'll pop it every night
See now I read the labels
and I believe the fables
put dinner on the table
I eat right everyday
I know what is important
I'll swim here every morning
no smoke I walk the steps and
popcorn I'll have every night
I have nothing to Say...
I've said so much for so long that,
She Reminds me
She Reminds me
when I became
where I have come
and she reminds me
where what I've done
means nothing to her
she reminds me
(I know I'll forget)
but she reminds me
and that's what I like
about her
I'm gonna break every funking glass in the house
I'm gonna break the phone and watch Goodfellas
and Apocalypse Soon all night long and drink
coffee and do this about
a n g
e r a
n g
er anger
an
g
e
r
right
now
Thick Reigns in My Skull
Chorus: Why, Why do you cry?- after all had God meant you to fly, he would have made
your bones as hollow as your skull
You continue to accept the charges, you get off on that fast buck socket
that free lust
last luck
lost look
free lack
lustered
socket
from coal laden barges- artillery arteries
margins of butter and rockets of fat
margarine, batter, and buckets of fat
lards are in, serpentine, string beans of fat
missals of meaningless calories that
dance on your table bright yellow fat
how about that
plugged into crumpling walls
rape T.V. finds a hole
watched gluing in the tube
the tubes of fat it's fat it's fat
it's fat again it's on my brain
and as I drain this liquid out
the white fat puddling starts to shout
Man is just man made
he strives for true perfection
and it's man's man made price he's paid
steel and flesh it's all the same it's bound to fall apart
man's made man techno turns the fuel no doubt
Pollution without protection
the tracks are quickly laid
Francis Bacon and Fig Newton TM bars
the price is being paid
Oh boy for
fast free
last look
lost luck
lust lack
lustered
progress
the stacks they keep on smoking
too soon this man a regress
for God, she must be joking...
LIGAMINT
Talking pictures
walking mixtures
Balking tricksters
rocking fixtures
paradoxes
draining power
turning sour
taking towers
fortress falling
someone is calling
Trawlers trawling
talking pictures
Californias long term
investment
living pictures are
given refuge in
taken daily for
limbo stool pigeons
snapshot is what
you're giving into
and that's what
crapshooter will suit
Talking pictures
walking mixtures
balking tricksters
rocking fixtures
para dopes
draining power
turning sour
taking towers
fortress falling
someone's calling
trawler is trawling
taking pictures
Just because it does it just because it does it doesn't justify it just because
Living pictures are given refuge in taken daily for limbo stool pigeons
snap shot is what you're giving in to and that's what crap shoot will suit
LIFE in Hell, Aye?
These dirty bottles from underground
have something antique to say about
these grey and bloody bottle nose dolphins
have nothing to say I say how?
save the bay 'ugh' you say
and take another slug the lost angels
are here to stay
a life in hell a lie
fins soup seaweed pink devils and
sharp teeth
A make up wont save you
a make up will not save your grade of course skin
And the space that your make up
takes up on your face is the space
that you take up
that while you're are to place
all that make up wont make
up for your face
or the waste in the first place
cause one day we all look up
and feel some disgrace
from the time we are told
to y the way we go cold
one day we all look up and get taken away
Home
close lines flags fly
dawn is trying to get high
how can she warm me when the flags are wet?
sitting in warm springs
see the blue bird pass
ice sickles pierce
steam pool lining
tier of snow nowhere to go
I know one blue belle
whisper little willow
whisper little thistle
why did she hang these outside
in the snow?
take me home where the
yellow sandals roam
where there's
room for you and I
and the little shallow eyes are known
to fry upon the pan
and scales come off for free
take me home
...OR WAS HE FAKING?
Screaming down a crowded isle
A crazy makes a choice
the message heard a mile away
The lady snores the voice a smile
Butcher's wife she comes to trial
Not guilty was the plea of course
Fulfilling all her dreams
plea insanity beyond recourse
bleeding down a shady hill
a body finds a place
her dressing splattered on the green
the murder hides his mind at trial
The Mayor's death a bitter fact
the hostess is to blame
milk white struggle second act
a Twinkie TM is to blame
FREE that justice
CHUCK that JUSTICE SYSTEM
SCREAMING DOWN A CROWDED AISLE A CRAZY MAKE A CHOICE
HIS MESSAGE HEARD A MILE AWAY,
THE LADY SNORES THE VOICE A SMILE.
BUTCHER'S WIFE SHE COME TO TRIAL.
NOT GUILTY WAS THE PLEA OF COURSE. FULFILLING ALL HER
DREAMS.INSANITY BEYOND RECOURSE. Check the system Chuck the system
If you like to get high,I'm taking a hike. Don't GET me wrong, BLEEDING DOWN A
SHADY HILL A BODY FINDS A PLACE. HER DRESSING SPLATTERED ON THE
GREEN. MURDERER HIDES HIS MIND AT TRIAL. THE MAYORS DEATH A BITTER
FACT. A HOSTESS IS TO BLAME. A MILK-WHITE STRUGGLE SECOND ACT 'A
TWIN key LIT THE FLAME' Check the system
FREE the system
If you like to get high,
I'm taking a hike.
Don't get me WRONG,
Check the system
SHOCK the system
So Why Are Still Plugged into the Wall? ( Hear the Mp3)
Like a breach in a fat zit, the rebellion spews out
Like a leech in a pile of chit the rebellion hews out
On the beach like dead whale, the rebellion glues out
O.K. teach, tell me what your rebellion's about
You say you are anti society, government, and war
well you are not fooling me when I walk through your door
The records are piled high and the stereo's clean.
There's a t.v., a car, and you don't look so lean
You smoke up some hope because you can't cope
You're just frozen chit and the end of a rope
What did you pay to hear "Punks Not Dead"?
Pocketbook rebels willingly bleed
A there's one other thing,
that anti- nuke sticker on your car
Is it just a new trend? What the hell is it for?
You don't understand, it's the car that you own
One of the reasons Nuclear power has grown
There's one other thing you might try to do
Lobby your Congressman to find something new
And if that's the case, the answer is far
Because new technology just chit more in this zoo
Like a breach in a fat zit, the rebellion spews out
Like a leech in a pile of chit the rebellion hews out
On the beach like dead whale, the rebellion glues out
O.K. teach, tell me what your rebellion's about
Like a breach in a fat zit,the rebellion spews out. Like a leech in a pile of chit the
rebellion hews out. On the beach a dead whale, the rebellion glues out. O.K. teach, tell
me what your rebellion's about. You say you're anti- society, government, and war, well
you're not fooling me when I walk through your door. records are piled high and the
stereo's clean. There's a t.v., a car, and you don't look so lean. You smoke up some
dope because you can't cope. You're just frozen. chit at the end of a rope. What did you
pay to hear "Punk's Not Dead"? Pocketbook rebels willingly bleed. Where do you think
you got the power for your anti war stereo and your PR decor? You'll swear you're just a
member when they kick down your door. You put down war cause you think you're
hard-core!
Sign my sighs away
and she ran into the radio belly up and my nose rests I one derange
Plunger Point
The pooh of piglet
made gas for some bemire
methane trap from rich chit
the dreamer sips some cream from his cuppa
Who should I who's shoe did die?
braid that stock in the bulls tail
heed your sons' baleful emotional needs
why couldn't I afford tattoos before it was passe?
free off
iff and only if
money honey
proper property
PRESS prestige
lie, cheat, steal,
free everybody
nobody cares why should I?
no gloves fly here!
elevate tore her or
no thing he ever said made him a cent read
wrote the chit down in bed
and it made him a pent house
gut that calf in half he said
not only is the rent paid, but the calf is under the bread
increases in creases
increases in creases
shift option underline
pulled Lady gunhilda from the text
threw the book into the brine
fired her up with turpintine slam me down a pint a whine
cry the flies are doing great
pull the plate off hydras head
load a bullet now you're mine
hallowed eyes
The man's eating man eating sharks up
man's eating shark marking the make up
of their life afterdark comes to light upon
image and carnage deep in the brine of
the mind of mankind the kind of thinking
I got watching Jaws
Lumber slum
Lumber slum timbre slam Nice night for China White
a black backdrop drops
a smacked back black draws the black drops, packs the black smack
and drops back jacked back on the black drop smack
a fair I see
a fair I see a fare icy affair eye sea mon friar Lice
I'm so love with this girl
what's a poor obsessive compulsive supposed to do
I wish I had the strength of my buddy Lean
He can bend em and mold em and send em away
he's emotional granite loves working with glass
when I see my girl's ass my heart turns to sand
his heart's made of steel and he's stern unafraid
and I'm emotional balsa that just wants to get laid
I'm emotional driftwood and I'll go with the wind
Maile Tones
maile tones you buried your flowers in my heart
I see the child inside your eyes
when you left I burned the fat and found myself at the next level thank you
I'll never forget that Bali bracelet around my wrist and what you gave me money can't
buy a willingness to read inner bonding and a return to love
the child we had was mine and yours so thank you
Niki's Friend Allusion
Listen to the strangers talk
The girl I sketch is in between
A friend forever on the way
In hind sight he meant Niki Rae
The meat is murder man
is on her left and on her right
The ex-professor janitor
now an artist wanting light
They sit and talk I sit and sketch
I sip and sketch and wait to talk
I wait and wait but to my loss
The meat is murder man is
standing on a soapbox cross
The ex-professor janitor
complaining out of hand
I stand and walk away
One day I meet her roommate
Niki Rae
Niki Rays of light in ancient Eyes
You are the light blue sky eyes
marks of the ancient chef are in your hands
lines of hope for dry clay in the sunlight
the nicks in your soul rays of sunshine...
harvest.
See the sun's niki ray along this path
I'm here to say we go way back
old soul to soul and wind to wind
I'll ne'er forget your smile nor breath
they lit your eyes so long ago
and as they glow I sat beside you within the snow
inside that tent of Gods around
all love was clove amongst this stone
an age of ice where fire within
the sound your smile and ancient eyes
will keep me warm until we sit again
blackboard
side of fries
erase the chalk sidewalk cries
poor little ego waiting for the way to go
If it wasn't for you they would not have missed God
yo poor little Greedy feeding on the needy
They could not have got God at the lost and found
Hey lay off on that poor pride come on let the liar slide
If it wasn't for the coward we'd be lying with the strong
and sew a little patience for envy and the jealous
If we wasn't afraid of what we had we wouldn't like a what we get
Awe take a little sloth and put her with a moth
If it wasn't for perfection we couldn't wear silk
If it wasn't for the erection the cows would give milk and
if fear wasn't and allusion love would always stay elusive
an illusion boy it's good to be smart and it smarts to be good
so
saw buttons so
free it
free everyone
say free off to the mother
and free off to the sun
say I'll see you brother
I've decided to run
and if all of this means running
well at least I'll say I ran
and If the time is going to pass
I'm going to pass it on
yeah there's one thing I've decided
and that's one thing that's for sure
if I am am going to be human I might as well
move along and get it on
yeah free it I surrender
i give up on true north
If i'm going to use the compass
it's going to be my heart
Zen tent
Peter pull the hammer handle
took the nail right throughout his sandal
rolled the ball right underwriter
He fall like Gaul right in the garden
He so smarter than Madison ave
say carry on let the carrion be
he daddy left for ice and never came back
he daddy say son you a wet blanket
on foot the gall is pierced with the spike
dexterity never did him any good
minors and stealers were his friends
the rest is smoke
he crawl from the garden
into a field of cattle bliss covered with snow
crawl into a Zen water tank cause the water's not frozen right?
he sceptic hope he'd find a hide
put down the shove of his own grave
slide the snake bite in the brine
Eskimo girl look in say cool down let me
checking your package over the falls
acid kills boy let me take out of this den of lies
up dirt walkway that's my boy
fluid drive he go out on the floor
NiC WuSsIe? mean Nobody cares why should I?
Eskimo girl say hush and feed him
slush and rush him in her Zen tent rent free
white collar rocker got mo' money burns
tattooed above the elbow cause he is gonna learn
got mommy and daddy on the table in an urn
and a line around the table waiting fo it's turn
A dry white toast
Mc fly made the toast
to a season of crumbs
on a sliver of bread
he was drunk as a spider
and dumb as a knot
what he said was free roaches
and a toast to their dead
if it weren't for the flies
we'd be better off bugs
as he stood there fly preaching
he was whacked by the news
rolled up by his killer
yesterdays blues
Gimmie's Dead
ask say child for what he needs
you aren't a child so raise yourself
if you teach child to be unkind
and with the child you stay for life
bring the child the love he needs
teach him to give without return
release with love the fear subsides
you run with fear or ride with love
Wee Rind- the History of Aport knee
this time ten times
thank you for passing
these times mend minds
tin tan blue sand
plain yellow plan
watch the river swell
jump in let go
watch the yellow green
KETCH
Good grief the thief
just slipped into
the kitchen
and slate my faith and courage and love
and replaced it with doubt, fear and resentment
Thinking Knee Maverick Geographic Cowardice
sadly I saddle my horse and of course as I go
there's tears in my eyes and my cries go unheard
gosh darn it
why me?
Poking fun
everything entropy raisin hell for bad grapes duck barf crass in cholera skull rock 2nd
Law and Simba chameleon mango draw a blank business is business chisel in a drizzle
don't poop in the punch legitimate child in - 131 black skirts and silver dollars diamonds
in der ground people tuna to much precision in session classical crass duck tape a shot
in the park chirping away at the anti Christ coffee shop concerns half measures and whole
bars don't make me ask you nicely DIN stomp the tree spare change hand me down
time takes a beating fly pot disco fix me shoe sound double down yellow and red like a
Mexican menu pack your own parachute shoes without cocks whistling pasty the grave
yard fishing through Ice guide and deck resentments are always justified ghetto in my
head yeah but bullish 10th of Never Door jam toe jam and toast mash the dimmer pitch
patch pistol vision hearing engine c that bad habit and the fine young nuns xcent ropiest
pinned dust real eyes airtight garage Eportny bliss 2nd law grammatical man racket
jams socket jams rocket jams car audio punk rock for rich kids with tattoos above the
elbow briar rabbit cheese 3859 rose laugh fiery jack lost and jealous loss and jealousy
angelic economies of entropy The complainers Thermal motion of molecules in the air
classical crass everclear, CA. rooking in the womb rooking in the tomb and the hangman
says, chin up kid acting crazy vs. being crazy tip em with your short change everyone
here is related by first names darken my doorstep with the ghetto in you head winning
enough to play till you loose. The bulk of mankind would help itself if it could
EVERCLEAR AND HEROINE
D. Hinnebusch (that's me)
ySo sue me you so so chit pan mother funking' two bald bitches come in
here and while they planned to run me down and
take my teeth unto the curb
take my my lights out run my guts out
dry my cock up on the line/
and when I saw you taking shots
and making fists
and taking blood
and pushing mud into your arms
and making blue lines go black
and out back down goes the chit that you weren't hungry. you
needed something
also to tide you over flames of white cold fuel in the freezer never nearly
frozen heaters pumping pearliest of bullish passion from that
pistol
in my pocket can you rocket back and spill some cool aid
fuel white flames thinking nothing while you sucker punch me
off and out I go
black and blue stars in the snow
see some stars and say hello
nothing more I think she likes
that is cause I can't help it
I respect that vital moment/ man can I reflect upon the snap shots I take at
every
turn
in bursts grace like fuel on my face washing warm made pure
my
shoe
swallow your pride Sun
A gunshot fired and the tracer chases
a shot and the fire that follows is not
the shot that his dad had chased with warm spit
his son set the places his son rang the bell
his sister fried bacon and fired it up fat
no place set for dad he's been gone for so long
no trace of the shot that replaced that hot song
swallow your pride son I'm going to hell
Crumb Chicks
the chick like crumbs
full of cum and she dumb
gonna churn up some chum
and catch me a shark
gonna gut him for rocks
gonna bat me some batter
unlike the mad hatter
gonna fire up some chicken
in fresh bread cum batter
go smooth right up in her
and stuffing some dinner
Hun'll have the hot cold feet afterwards
Now I lay me down through powder belly warm with mourning chowder
Row may row your roaming eye bristle grassy hills
fuel glassy spike drip whiffing windy steam cool remake
the wild guide post livid snow hare host light pink eyed target
blue slides her footprints from the wood past
through a crop of steamy creamy coffee colored green snow hair watered daughters
and as I poured from warm fuel goods spruce bark colored coffee
bang drops the rabbit nice shot honey I'll have another cup I think I have a habit
Jesus please
Jesus Jesus please don't leave us
Jesus Jesus please retrieve us
Jesus Jesus It would please us
Please oh Jesus please be nice
Jesus Jesus please believe us
Jesus leave us trees and please jez
please us Jesus don't deceive us
in your recycle lies a seedless process
I'm falling
I'm falling calling crawling falling calling crawling lying lying I'm not crying trying trying I
fell like dyeing so what I'm not seeing color grey and sad and tried flying falling lying in
the blackness piss on bliss kiss my ass crass fuhrers
and it puts me down safe
relief it's brief but by its affliction my addiction to the airy diction of old plays
the music's weight
someone says a thousand okays that put me down safe
not put downs that put me down. that's not, when I said put me down, what I meant
or put me down as someone said as someone who plays with drama like
some glum hum drum dumb dumb humming whining about my plight I just want a right
to put my feet out in the isles
to put my foot down when you smile your condescending smile
your mother love you
fudge funny
mother funking anger man,
yet you put me down safely and that's really cool
The Puddles are Grey in the Clouds
these children don't play in the rain
for life hid their heads in the sky
lead blasts on their backs in the clouds
whys of their mothers in the hives of the slave
reign on death shake the ruins and they dive
master the drug in puddles of blood
you were never alive and never a child
cries of your brothers and sisters in waves of the grave
DAWN
Boy love and fear and change
I don't trust my mind
it's crazy and it's blind
I don't trust my feelings
if I understood what they were saying I'd tell you
I'm in love and I'm scared to death
why can't I be normal about you
help me sheepish confusion through
what's a poor boy supposed to do
she wanted a man with a job
you don't have a job cause you didn't go to school
A Felon named Hell and...
a place is his head
a felon named Helen
was ripe as a melon and
smelling like sake and rice in the shade
In heaven and hell and
in wells and in wills
I'm telling' you Helen
That's a gin mill you smell
In stairs and on steeples
from crapes to papas
they took steep stair church sleepers
all stooped in their pew chair creepers
In bars in on mars
on staple clipped papers
they shook up divine noire
and made them all prey
Takes all types
I USED TO BE A BORING CHILD INSIDE A TRAILER PARK
AS I GOT WILDER SLIGHTLY MILD BESIDES THE water mark
I'M IN A PRECARIOUS CARNIVEROUS POSITION THE CONDITION OF PUNK
ROCK TRADITION COULD THIS BE PROOF THAT using SIZE as a measurement of
strength IS a WEAKNESS
a freakiness
a frankness
thankless ball ark ascription
I'VE DECIDED THAT JAPANESE BASEBALL SHOULD BE AMERICAS BEAT
AMERICAN BUSINESS FIGHT WITHYOUR FEET!
TURN UP THE NEWS; SIT UP IN YOUR SEAT
STOP SINGING THE BLUES
WHEN YOU GO TO THE PEWS pay your dues at the lib.
there goes Fred
a MFin pothead
he's gonna grow up with a chevron for sleeves
hippy freak that he is
he's a god damn litter bug
oh?,
hey he's a character actor
he sure is a character
and the worst thing about me
is that I'm not very nice
Money Steaks Mersh down
why can't I go down the street w/o
hearing someone whining about advertising
If you won't cook you go into the trash
If you can't cook get out of the pot
seal the tools of this combine nation underground?
pull the plates from under groundless
and print me a story a one story mentality piece
about engravings and pushing PRESSes out of windows
LOANS gel Sex PRESS
What an asshole facing pages dip law mat level
lawn droll mutt
what an asshole
facing pages
dip low matt level
lawn drawn mutt
gut a bass hole
tracing images
i'm ages away from
engaging in relay shun ships
coughing nails and baling hail
pails of pale well fuel
get it hotter blot it
draw it on the moon
bugs and brooms in car nations of bliss
talking to whom?
Gut an bass
dig a hole
tracing images I'm ages away from
an engagement in a hell
thee relay shun ships that come my way
coughing' nails and baling hail
pails of pale well fuel
get it hotter blot it
draw it on the moon
Bugs and brooms in car nations of bliss talking to whom?
Contempt
This is not poetry but it's going to be said- heard or not
There are a couple of guys
and boy are they a couple
that work over me and think they need to write a little note to management that I left
early last night-
man FREE them
those little lifeless worms- always moping around with their long fat and baby faces-
man this resentment is justified-
SO justified that I need not do just that- justify my resentment-
so free them-
I'll show those freeers-
I'll kick their funking faces in and
bust their teeth out
-
mother freeers-
I've got to stop not before I cool down-
Maybe I should buckle down and stay my full shift-
free that!
I have nothing but contempt for the person who left a note that I
left early
they want to buck you and free you and throw you away
the time that you spend there is wasting the play
the weasel and hippo are miserably gay
and are dying to hurt you and trying to crush you
your spirit they fear it won't hear it not mere it
you just keep on being cause soon they'll be gone
HUM
can't play the game
couldn't if I would
and since i don't
man this really hurts.
I kind of wanted something real
(I thought) and the rhymer says
that I don't
have to feel
but this I know is true- If I don't come around I'm gonna see you fly
If you were really really honest you'd admit you're seventeen
and quit blowing my harmonica
and sipping on my steam
girl you know I'm over thirty
that's a dirty age for kids
and if you play for time and stay
In an hour or so I might just tan your hide
Mushed Bliss Tunes in a Black Hole
Mashed Chords in a Greed Vacuum
greedy mother funkergot green on his lips
e steel from bean po an he gonna steal fo the rich
he keep a complains say lie fizz a bitch
take a you time boy die in a ditch
yeah seedy old trucker hot feed in his hips
done meaty young mamma all bristle an itch
they keep a containing the seed in a bin
been a long time that they didn't sin
they buried my brother
on the edge of town
they buried my brother
down in the ground
Soul Ocean in an air tight garage (X_Zen_Trip_Eyes)
eye follow twelve stations of the crass. in light of you I swim on past. so far misplaced,
i'm a swollen bass. dazed in a haze, skies overcast. I'm a blue gill thief, and a big mouth
crook, the rainbow trout floats down the brook. it's a dumpster meal that I must cook. my
mind's a blank in this telephone book. I followed twelve stations of the crass. I might just
bite, swim on past! I hate the taste on my way from mass. days in a wave, tide's over,
fast! no one goes there it's just to packed. feel like just another toothless shark. salt in
the water at the park, where crooks with hooks wait 'till dark
"whirl, spin around, spin around, spin around all day hey" said the girl "spin around, spin
around, been around all day aye? World spin around, spin around spin around all day,
whirl spin around spin around spin around all day" I've been living in a vast waste land.
blood in my eyes, my fins on the strand. if what I've got coming is a bar of sand. I hope
it's surrounded by water, not land. World has been around, been around, been around
all day said the girl's been around been around been around all day "Whirl spin around
spin around spin around all day hey, world spin around spin around spin around all day"
I'm gonna row me out to see someone
I'm gonna a row me out to sea
with a half a ham of rare growing sunshine
with a half a gram of heroin
gonna suit me up with a loaded son
gonna a shoot me up with a loaded gun
gonna pull the plug and sink and then
gonna pull the plug gonna sink and then
a hungry great white fish swim in
an injured great white shark come in
will find me blue and do me in
inhale
in hell
amen
in heaven again
Blue & Superfine
In the morning when I rise
when I see our little girls
I look into your eyes
In the evening
when we dine
I think about the days
when you were truly mine
I wish I wish I could forget about the day
when you were lying still and blue and superfine
WOOL SOCKS
Gotta LIVE TWENTY FOUR HOURS. DELIRIOUS, HAZY, the "GETTING THERE"
CRAZIES. STORM, PUSHIN' UP DAISIES, PUSHIN' UP DAISIES. STORM, FROZEN
IN HOURS, STUCK ON WHITE TOWERS, SURROUNDED BY POWDER, I'LL BE
DEAD WITHIN HOURS. GIMME HEAT, GIVE ME HEAT, HEAT TO DEVOUR. GIVE
ME FUEL, I MUST RULE THE TOP OF THE TOWER GIVE ME HEAT, NEED TO EAT
CHOWDER FOR POWER. GIVE ME HEAT, SOMETHING SWEET, WITHIN THE
HOUR
Head Cheese
Don't.understand.Still.underrate.Our.claim.to.fate.You.underestimate.And.when.it.come
s.your.face.will.pale.Altered.state.and.it's.too.late.from.what.I've.seen,most.are.blind.bu
t.I.won't.try.to.change.your.mind.
DISPERSE
WELL HE WAS BORN CRYING HE LIVED COMPLAINING, DIED DISAPPOINTED.
DISPENSE
OF NATURE HE DID SCRAMBLE. HIS CARCASS HITS THE SOIL. SWELLS UP &
TURNS DARK PURPLE, AGE AND FLESH WILL SPOIL. A TIME WILL PASS TO
TRAMPLE, HITS BOTTOM FROM THE TOP, LIFE'S A FINE EXAMPLE OF A FIRE
THAT BURNS TO STOP.
If I Say To You
I can't meet the requirements of a structured environ. Clock springs from my mouth-
some things don't click. open book castle crumbles on the rook. I wonder what the poor
girl took. Which way these ashes land, past gray for God I pray. My only trouble is
resisting temptation! I only want what I can't have, my only trouble is resisting! Driving
under influence of a beetle's song at last. Over fly bye bye these ants to the tune a
traffic jams. Driving under affluent's hill at a snails' pace off we go. Over pass on
concrete grass over hill into the smoggy snow.
If I say to you I know a way we could stay alive would you stay? If I say to you I know a
way that we could all survive, would you stay with me? Say you will.
Revival
Your friends are about as helpful as a fence around a grave. For your skull however
dense a bullet they will save. If they knew then what we know now, they would have
shot your stork. As it it stands time gonna smile, when the grave diggers do their work.
There's a reason for birth control and You're it.
Green Rosin Blues
Draw a blank walk that plank look in down over green blue seas turnin' over AZURE
plunder skies above islands asunder Swallow victim pull the plank a big fish spits her
out into the sand dark burnt umber awash she sleeps brown skin body blue eyes hide.
1. Black horizon in the clouds lips on eyes girl, I found you out dark burnt umber beauty
sleeps I kiss your body into the palms. 2. Every night they ride on Palomino yearlings
Even now they run of pure youthful energy never truly reaching out pounding
youngsters, even nightfall thick rich overcast PRESSURE yields. Eagles never try
reading on purple yellow. Enter Neptune, too reckless or pretty youthful. Equal nations,
they reckon. Okay priests, you either never talk right, open pleasure yearning evil
notions that really overtly, put your established noodles through roaring ocean
porpoises yellow eyed not thrilling red orange pearls yelling epilogues No trees rustle or
purr, yet every November these raw oysters pepper yards eternal nothing truth rites
open power Yankee!
O Diva Beth Grain
Apple peaches pumpkin pie
stick a needle in your eye
if it misses hope to die
If it don't you're gonna cry
chop
tuck
clap
drop
pluck
prop
scrub
crop
Allah
beloved
christus
Jah
ah oh I know
orange
silk
SMOGGY SURFACE
FILTHY AIR
PUMP IT OUT
CAUSE WE DON'T CARE
FILLING UP THE BIG BROWN SEA
THINK. EVERY TIME YOU TAKE A hit..
YOU TAKE IT IN WITH EVERY BREATH
SUCK IT UP WITH EVERY BITE,
THINK IT'S COOL BUT YOU DON'T THINK
LOVE IT MAN, IT'S OUT OF SIGHT
AND ONE DAY WE'RE going to LEARN
THAT ALL WENT WRONG
IT'S TOO LATE
YOU'LL HEAR IT IN A MILLION SONGS
"IT'S NOT OUR FATE, IT'S OUR CHIEF O' STATE"
BITCH, COMPLAIN, POUT, AND CRY
LIFE IS FREEED, YOU ASK WHY
WELL, WITHOUT PAIN, WHAT WOULD LIFE BE?
JUST ANOTHER STUPID NOVELTY
QUESTIONS ANSWERS HAVE THEIR PLACE
they MAY NEVER
CONVINCE THE RACE
THE "HIPPIES" SAW DEATH COMING THEN
TAKE A BREATH, IT'S NOT IF, IT'S WHEN.
nuts & bolts
slippin', sliding face DOWN in the dirt tripping colliding somnambulist striding chipping
and Chopin on a ship that's not stopping gliding and hiding way up in the clouds
chipchop tripping, colliding. safety is a matter of attitude dude and hitting your target is
gun control. waking up in an early grave man spitting up blood while you're in the hole
take it easy and stay off my side I'm not going to run if I can't hide spit blood for rock
and roll. take it easy and stay off my side I'm not going to run if I can't hide!
Crocodile
Ike said "I've seen visions of denial, right before my very eyes" Get in, Eschewed not,
and spit- blackout! wondering what all this pain is about it never entered my head, no
doubt that I could have been dead. Getting chewed up and spit back out wondering
what all this pain is about. it never entered my head no doubt, that I could have been
dead like a brook trout buoy scout. he's in denial have you seen my band around? a
crocodile have you seen the world around? he's in denial Have you seen me girl
around? a crocodile did they float away? Time is (I'm) gonna see my baby gonna float
away a Croc Id Die Ya'll
Skins& Scales
Skins& Scales Teeth and Nails Lizard Eyes Glaze in the Wind Yeah, sticks and Stones
and broken bones sands ablaze beneath a fire.
Drive On
An affluent undertaken They took my girl under the influence It took an affluent
undertaker I know Death took my girl under the influence. A sea of lies coast around the
world. They seal your eyes and I go away. Cast away on the ocean of a radio Can you
say I'm the one on the stereo? Would you be all alone in a palladium? Can't you see I'm
all alone in this stadium? It took an affluent undertaker. They took my girl under the
influence There I go A sea of lies coast around the world There I go They seal your eyes
and I go away.
PRUNO FOR PIRATES
or
(A Warehouse full of Reams: Litigation on Environmental Law)
Hey amazing Grace, where for art
art thou who is in tin heaven?
A preacher said the devil
quote the bible too
he too, dabble in the rubble of the fallen trees
of a beauty queen of old growth
a river an arrival
of the rival
on the issues
of right and wrong- four issues long- two each was given a single song
is the given giver bolder
than a bolder in a stream?
with this book I go on slipping
is this paper made of wood
through a path of mass confusion
He rode across the tale with a gavel in a dream
If you were really really honest you'd admit
you'd cut down Tibet as young as seventeen
in the middle of a stream of random data
road across the babble with a roller huge and
made of my own would have dones
as the timber comes down in labor
in the laborhood
red fuel saw her catch
caught her looking at my feet
I cut her down into the river
I'm a writer and a lumber jack
She Came Across A Cross Carrier Bearing Teeth
If you happen to cross a cross wearing Haring
and the stare you receive a devil would scare
the cross that they wear is a cross that they think they are bearing
when it's really a cross that's carrying them
incredithell
inc. red I the ll
inbred bull
in credit hell
in the bu blue sea
of debt like a well
with no fuel and a notion to smell like
a lake without shores
or two shares worth a dime or a stock brokers nightmare a broke stoker
B pot smoker. Pot head jerk snorkeled the weed everyday for ten years and never got
hooked.
(Illust. black sketch book)
Praise be to the Hay Prairies
(business is just that in the corporate world
the worm in the apple made pores to the core)
see them grazing in the dairy queen
merry Mary quite contrary she was king for a day and now she lies
sweet merry homesteader hoeing her way
pray for the prey praising hay
and mowing the lawn like nobodies mark
fifteen arrows in the trunk of her man
now they lay in the dirt covered with flies
they scalped her too why not
ADO flowing Roasted Buffalo
The great spirit does write
If you write to me I might write back
The right stirrups might frighten the horse
No more morose code thank you tonight
fry ten thorns in this light?
and with they fought for sand in the heat of the day
A once I thought I knew it all
I knew anew I knew it all
and now I know I know it all and since I do
I'll do it all cause
I know I know I've done it all
that's not to say
I know it all
tomorrow is another day
another day that never comes
while yesterday is always here
except for fears of what can't be
yes yesterday is on it's way
time and time and time again
in the raw
in the raw
I'm this native lover
I recover and discover
that this girl must be my squaw
so now I set my bible on the table
as my princess takes a sable
brush below her hair and as she undress
I see the life in her eyes and
the horse in her thighs
and gear of gears
I think-
Who are these creatures that talk from the chapel?
In the passion of my lover I uncover something new
but then my shame comes shining through and cross in hand
I picture the body of Christ stuck to the roof of my woman's mouth
in rage I disengage and slam that bible to the fire and kick the door and stop.
Slowly back unto the floor
I say 'boy did they ruin your son, Father- thank you for your daughter.
Hue slide
"Hue y slide into the chair" said I
something caffeine hair surf Jesus
Silverlining something like that
"some Oxnard local paddles out,"
he said the story goes
"with some tourist's carburetor
said 'Here, don't surf here' lets it drop
while his clothes burn on the sand...
then some Venice kickboxer drops the Oxnard
carburetor dropper in the sand
He said 'I am where my feet land, I go where they fly"
Lucid dreaming post the questions
Lucid dreaming post the questions
Are you dreaming check your watch
took some time but when it comes
check the watch its turning blue
now you're dreaming said toad spin guy
free these girls then blow their heads off
what's this line here says the censor
suck his pea brain with a straw
wide awake and wade awhile
catch some zzz's and see the master
watch your blinkers while you're dreaming
snap the shutter those eyes are mine
skin popping name droppers
stop copper rusty green
spray dog silver sock sucker
Leonardo da Pinché got bank
can you Sense me somehow sunflower
Hen redheaded someone's shoe
I heard he said something with that
G rays bass line help the sheriff
Sea sons flew their colors
pull down the half masted stars and strips
drop these boys into the crypt
Red and white into the blue
seasons of the War of 1812
Hi funkerI'm Leaving My Soul
Every other mother might have taken you to school
High funkeryou left your soul But I'm no fool no golden rules raised this child
to make films about her or hockey or heros at all
you need not remain on stage for the hook
why not the comfort you've mistaken for the pleasure you mistook
just happiness I miss you miss
the light in your eyes
an objectified illusion the lights inside this room
If there wasn't someone home
those were ghosts that paid the rent
I can see that my reflection and I know that I'm not there
the teardrops keep on falling and they're just dropped because
of print from negative to positive to negative again
fin advertisement ad infinitum fin
Name your Friends
Lenny Felix
Brett Kashmere
Nick Chavez
Nick Viterelli,
Evan Shanks.
Marvin Graham, Nick Delmonte, Eric Bongfelt, Ben Silverstein, Gary Alford, Bill Gude, Carla, Annie, Pam and Shelley, Dawn and Debbie,
countless others
Beaming
she's a beamer
leaves are falling
us the sunshine
through the trees
Beaming
she's a beamer
kneeling at her pew pulls me into the blue sky lines
hands soft PRESSed upon her breast kiss the walls a marble shrine
sitting silent as the instance passes swinging in the brass ball
in the hall of life I await my mate my wife my life
Local loco local social
I love So. Cal. so called loco low cal.
I love the angels in El Angeles
love the angels in red devil suits
Persian rushing sensual
junkie crack pipe millionaires
winners losers in this town
swimming in this melting pot
rice and beans and fish and spice
multi shades and L.A. girls
I'm glad that I'm not ignorant
not fearful of the different rents
No love or sex for racist and polo polar bigot hate
My angels plate is full my cup floweth over
Tow the Line
Me saw she, me go? naw, drink some water
drink some water little rice
twice as much and ad some seaweed
seahorse radish drink some water
talk to me about the shark fin soup
dya like a line on your toe John doe?
you can eat sushi with me Jane
But don't complain about the dolphin tuna
if you are willing to drink the water in this town
Unexperienced Bliss
you can see the
funking molten lava
glowing through my seams
and while I try to hide amongst you
I know its just a dream
to be hanging out with you
in the hot sun swinging on the ropes with you
rebellions
blue spirit men
and their girls
I see a shame man laying blame in place on a child who really needs forgiveness
If I could only keep my mind
not plan ahead or plant my head so full of sod
making maps I never use
in pro crass tin pot Nations
If I could only keep my trap shut
I might not have to drop out riding
unexploded bombs
I wouldn't catch so much flak
whacked into the atnosphere
riding the unexploded tomb
with a scar riddled ridiculing leprechaun riding on my neck
slapping three leaf clovers on my shell
laughing he say go to hell I've been there it's never cold
go to hell you funkerand we hit the dirt and drop into the earth
an unexploded can
do not do me any favors I'm headed strait to class
If I needed what you had to say I'd e unexperienced bliss
while I miss that touch of yours I'll never miss your kiss
I'm here to be a student
seems to me learning never hurt the master
Why I Like 9
Two young kids (9) play in the mud
when I was nine I lived right here
in the jungle an orphan son
in an Irish boarding school
Holy Father's set no bail
yet on the grounds a river flew
covered with the jungle there
I went on to adventure where
having found a ruined mill
I sat until the the day wore off
In my Irish boarding school
There I learned the golden rule
Although I made a friend or two
It wasn't there I made my friends
twas when I went to public school
with my brother Kenyan boys
There we chased the crickets down
there I swam to victory
although I was American
they made me home one of their own
At the Irish Boarding school
the Europeans gave me chit
they spat on me and called me yank
I missed my brother Africans
at in the fourth grade I came home at the age on nine
American yet accented my the Irish time I spend abroad
In L.A. in innocence I turned to my black brother for support
they threw me to the ground and said 'free you honky we're not an African no more'
'We're Americans,' and there I lay having fallen to the feet of hate
Re- opinionated, bitter, mad I head to my home and on the way
I stopped to watch a toe headed blind guy cross the street at Martin Luther and 89th
Out jump to gangsta crips lack and blue from toe to toe a one and two they help the
lone kid cross the street two red neck looking truckers at the light say right on brothers
and toss some peace between them I say maybe we are not all bad
Pro Crass Tin Nation
Your gauss is wrapped around my hip
nurse you're way to hip for this young chip
off the old man's block
Its gossip man gonna sink this ship
character assassins in a leaky boat
are gonna feel the wrath of this great white
gonna bathe you in brine and blood
tonight I'm underwater and around
Pro crass tin nation
hiding Russians in the glow room
Prussian Polars pulling Jack Frost
Jomo Mau Maus drinking Kenyan AA's
smashing stamped and sandy grunion
hold you knickers with a garter
smarter pulling rosy thorns
cute comer number slummer hummer
cucumber numbers slumber umber
standing on coal is a picture I saw of Mexican divers in the rain by a boat
candy and Psalm wrapped in a role of Texan diviners on the plain
making up excuses not to got ahead
Pro crass tin eating may kings dancing in my head
telling me that I don't lie enough to end up bleeding in the tub
A mighty fortress is your God
A mighty fortress is your God
A bulwark never failing
If I could nail this planner down
I think I might explode
A haughty waitress with a bod
defensive and uncaring
If I could use this funking planner
I think I'd organize
Colorful Advertising
2 tacos de lengua
the lingo of talkers
of bad blotter walkers
alone in the rain
2 Makos w/ butter
the Ringo of dishes
made too many wishes
drive you insane
I make you a marker
a cliff water rocker
the lemming are falling
and nobody stayed
I blend you a lemon
persimmon and bean fields
the shell of a man
melt you away
si sin on a ring din
the bluff of the ages
keep turning the pages
dye a horrible color
If in hindsight I see that these things came to be without effort
why am I still struggling?
because, had I not struggled, these
things may e have not come at all and then again
what do I know?
I haven't worked a day in my life
take my wife
I'm not talking about heaven and earth
Not wet yet abet selfworth
Free Zem Awls
Time a line align a light
Lime Alice ally all eight
wait a while a lock allay
away you go a waste awhile
a mile a meal a wheel around
his face scalps on the asphalt
like head cheese on an iron grater
my friend sees his knees\ caps clipped
like bottle caps from a car bumper bottle opener drink and drive and think free Zen
then again free free Zen men men
who time and time again forget
the time when Zen men meant mint lump tents
hey mean teen isn't mint better than lint?
who's in the ten Zen men's tent now?
ten mean bent Zen girls for rent?
Crispus Doninae Sanctum
Hear chris whisper in the crisper
crisper whispers in the crisper
chrispy cabbage let us pray
christy christus in the crisper
turn p cabbage let us pray
I love you christy my little cabbage
Alone
all alone below the solar system
a lowly solo barge arose
rising through the space of time
floating through the stratosphere
sitting knees up in the hold
holding up the canon walls
cold and jaded jagged sea
Rose's green eyes in the blue
Rosary reflected chamber
through the chairs below the seats
I spy the child in curls of wool
Rise say I let's leave this crypt
Young girl sullen dagger draw
her finger on the trigger points
right into my heart and cool
I slip to the joint and touch her shoe
she look right through the night and
pipes a charge of lead into me
as I fall into the powder blast
At last I see that Rose was right
Anger Banger Banner Banter
Sorry I got mad
I just don't like to look bad
My boss said it was a refresher course that turned into a lecture so
as I spin out and sauce spills from my skull
so much sewage pouring into the air smoke
in cigarette knife can't
are rats in if tan cats can?
pay pull pay Paul puppet prep the
pistol paste up pretty picture
If free I chit funkerthis
what am I doing this is
chit and I can't not stop
War
Difficult Orange
I pick you up and feel your skin I bite your face and are you bitter
I start to peel you start to squirm I pull a piece you trace my face
Your skin is thin and comes off hard your inner layer is rough and thick
I start to eat you and damn you're good I shouldn't complain since all oranges
are great some are just harder to peel
War rhymes with crude
age 15
Just the other day at 11:13
except for the first five words
I experienced a scene
as I passed up the T.V. set up in the window
I noticed something a special about oil
I thought upon a notion about a world without war
age 17
Just the other day at 11:17
Benny you are a browser he say
'by that, what do you mean?'
got oil on his trousers as he use the book store
age 18
Rub a dub dub three hot bread and buttered chicks in a tub
I'm a piece of chit
Blab a dub dub awe blub a dub dub
free it free it free it
age 64
blank out of gas and unwilling to wrestle with ideas and
A good old time blow job never hurt anyone
It's raining it's pouring the old man is boring
a noel into his Elma's head
turning the handle
tip toeing up on his sandals
age 72
she bends over in his bed
they've been married forty years
he looks at her, granny gobbles his cock
Grandpa and grandma's teeth are side by side
on the dresser sex at 60 rocks!
Le mystic du entropie
Black riders tip the needle through the cotton and sew a black line down the flesh
colored clothe like leather wrought with pain as he pulls the soup spoon bent up, the
laces ties draw each foot forward his shoeless feet
How hard can you bang a flesh cover piece of porous wood before you shatter the
skull or snap the neck. Born into any tools. I see rage page of cool fuel scholars from an
ice chile a cage and how many wander the brush and then then chewing the flesh and
filling the book trying to hook you mistook us swam the sharks plight all alone in the
dark all covered with ash thud in the dirt
the fuel without
Icy pages upon
sipping death
locked in
times do you
kicking up dust
Fry pout on coffee
to du hardly biting for pirates and
a drowning man's
swimming a lonely
a lonely rocket jet engine floating alone
Itty itty Bitty
Itty bitty pretty kitty won't you come and play with me
In an itty bitty city wont you come and stay with me
with every bit of giddy wit share a biscuit in some tea
cause I love you and you love me
swinging high and swinging low in an itty bitty kitty tree
just you and I
Profess Son
Pro fuss shun
con sheds shun
Dis cuss shun
de fence sieve 've
fuss up son
your cushion is a fence
a contract with envy
a defensive position
don't shun your discussion
the ploy on a human
been grooming in hunger
for a plot on the hill
this huge engine
no oil or transmission
burning fuel and getting
nowhere...
17
"man if I'm gonna have to listen
to this people pleasing chit
wine drunken whining whims
lime sucking spuds and skids
if I'm gonna have to shine boots
for the rest of my short life" said I to Captain King Syst Ass Tan
"Heathen," he said "then swim.."
"I guess I will swim for shore for sure and so?' says I, "You know you won't know the
difference" says I
"rinse your hands of me Prince fear freeer"
as I swim for sure I ask myself
I say "Self, Am I being selfish? am I selfish shellfish in a selfish market?
Where are you gonna mark it? five pounds and pint
Do you want me to give cocoa dada pendants in a con descending ear
elephant fluff that means nothing to me?
that you might hum and if that i s so I guess I'm wrong and and so there go I
Is this some kind of which hunt and if so blind me i'm not free to be wrong
self righteous songs bore me"
Just be cause
see the teary runners' eyes
hear the gunner's razor blade
The Rapacious Creditor
The Rapacious Creditor has spring in his step
has some spring in his fall and a ring in his lip
some spring or hot bath something makes him tall
he says to me when I finally asked
something in tongues porcupined into my brain
I'm glad it was raining that hot summer day I'm glad that the The Rapacious CreditorLess
had something to say
"Son" said he,
"Lesson number one: less sun
messing my I
UH think I would cry
on your shoulder
or rely on a boulder
to take this pain away
when I say that the pain is not plain
I disdain and arrange nothing
a cage and in case
man I'm freeed arresting messiah
and missing the message
and missals of meaning
are running like needles:
meaning missles of meaningless
are running like needless
murder like murder was needed
and if I die no I might not
then If I die and manage not
to spy on my heart
tea time I wish fear pain was a biscuit
and ride dolphins skins with in their backs
and the jump off the curb into the mouth of a great white okay the ride"
The collector said good day and I said "okay hey I think I know what you mean I mean
in a peculiar way what you've said on your way to Helen the Felon only knows. Do you
owe anyone a penny or two?"
He just looked at me with that do you want a sidewalk Sundae as in my teeth on the
curb and his shoe on the back of my head look
"No thanks" I replied "I'm reading the book"]
51AR
Ply would play but she couldn't stay
and could not if she would should I say
something wet her bet her as the better
Now she can't kick it with her sisters
Ply would floated on the surface
tried to battle with we sisters
missed one too many lefts and rights
tonight the team will dine alone
Ply would have sank down to the bottom
filled and sunk like sunken cotton
tried to paddle with her sisters
they missed her
Tender Tender
What justifies a man's hate
superficial realities?
pass him at the gate
in all we're not totalities?
The legal tender miny maze
and pass on ventures in their craze
for people passed the play around
unsound return to cream and tea
justified or not my rage
if I remain unchanged buy age
thin I am shallow as this page
and instead of words just numbers
sure I get mad at whack
if I look back then see a bed
a seer I would see me cured
of a comfort knowing love
This tormentor sees itself an angel
with one desire It lives a liar
would see me dead or miserable
It wants, with me to be with G
Boy it Smarts
I want you to think I'm smart
even though I really am
because I'm so dense
what's a smart girl like you doing liking me?
that's what I want to know
fine
I Finally managed to cross that fine girl's name out of my mind for good and should I see
her again I hope I don't say hi
blue beard
blue beard
why the free
do I need
to write a song
about that freeer
some of the
chit can people
around here-
chronic MAL content
mother freein
cheap selfish
sick frees
little big Napoleon
and bully big mouths
crust stay shunning
everything
around I guess
the truth is
when I'm mad I'm not a singer
If I'm not singing , I'm just a mad man
whispering this song to myself-
some people are hurting so bad inside
they think John Wayne learned to act tough
all by himself-
Just shot up and showed up
and shot up the show room
and in bloom this white room
the night lights sit so black
that blue beard looks so bad
and I can't
believe what
I just didn't do
did you you see that?
califloura
This didn't work work
and that doesn't care
and the lime that you squeeze
is the cream that you wear
and the rye wheat you eat
sits down stairs in the cell
where the smell and a scent
waif billow and bear
as a grin from within
cuts the scent in the air
like a carrot with out
form a container from Bell
can't you tell?
I have it now
I have it now
but I want it now
Oh I have it now
I don't have it now
I have it now
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I can't think your knees
and their I skip a thousand strokes
pools guppy I'm a food but
just have to have you for one taste
surf board
she hit me in the temple
taste buds- yeah right
stay pull staple in my hand
in line the girl turns and stabs me with a pencil
split two finger time
It's a split two finger time and I'm doing fine-
yeah I didn't ask to be heard and that's where I am
The wry rhyme this time is climbing the stares I don't cares and the wears of the wars
stacked in stores for the bores with the cores made of stone steps that I stoop as I
creep up to the steep steeple where I read an inscription written when the steeple
people stopped saying the gear is on our side so I ride down through color slides on a
psycho path followed by white foot prints and the guide by my side starts to say he is
here near my youth and my truth is that I haven't a clue what to do with the rhythm and
blues when the beat hit my shoe I'd just like to lose myself in the grooves of the stone or
the lines in the tile inlay illing to face facts
change me
I just wish America rides now, waits in longer lines later
A merry careening car spinning tops around the bend 1950
puling guard rails like car tones do are now yeah
Rays of light sing racing to the next red light
Die money will kill you
Blood money isn't honey it's glue
gonna take it from your heart
and rub it in your shoes
Mom's money gonna take it's toll
Doe's everything go through you on the nod?
A troll with a mask and a mole with a task
The eight ball lay down into infinity
see my smile
aye aye I eye a nile on a nylon
in an aisle of nylons it appears on a peer upon a mile of pilings on an isle in a lawn of an
ocean and the motion she makes takes the time
my, my, my eye climbs the net oh you bet I forgot what I'm fishing here for
don't you know that the truth is uncouth in a store yet I stare and care not
Attack of the Killer Poodles
spun bee spin poodles
run spot or you will die
gun beanies on high
wet blanket spun dry
peter peter briar patch
metal needle scratch my face
pimple pumping pealing paste
whine, sore, angry, sad
Here comes Kissable
floating in a thimble
spinning with a spindle
banging on a cymbal
screaming at the wind and
singing come hear Sue, Sam
cruising in a tin can
snap the lid a film flam
Drowning In Numbers
Drowning In Numbers
like breathing in glass
an intake for terror
when I see you light
when I find your number
I'm gonna write it down
should I hear your voice around
I hope the sound don't snuff me out
This guy once wrote what you now read or hear
and hear I am for you to see
and while you read or listen close
the most I can say is not
The first line last line that you hear
in case the flowers won't arrive
a Poe hymn for the girl in white
a riddle rhythm really rises
pain paid in full the fool la la lure
plain plaid I'm glad that I'm not ere
cause if I were I would be there
with you untouched by what you heard
House wives who had to kick velum
House wives who had to kick velum
always made their scrawny pseudo romantic
junkie sons look like kooks
Housewives with knives are like the hammer of God smashing junkie son needles like
rooks in the sand
voodoo John does sprinkle like toothpicks in the jaws of mom lifelike the junkie son's father's
wife, the one with the knife
Psaltry
I'm a bust my girl's a bust
upon this trust we must rely
I'm all lost and
where no lust
I just got jostled for some rust
ploys were plastered to the truss
and wrestled to the rest of the cost of a bed in funking rehab.
Your honor
Your honor I'm honest
she was on me and I was on her
and when she tried to spank me I got to spank her
and then when she tied me to the back of her car I just cried
took a drag of her cigarette and a sip of her cup and said
"spanking for me, dragging for you you know that my love for you is stronger than this
I hope you don't die cause it's you that I'll miss"
with a kiss she got in and turned on the car
what did she do she backed over me too
drugged me and dragged me all over the hood
freeed me unconscious and left me for dead
In the back of my Chivy in a bed of my blood
I forgot that that day was the day I was due
to pay you
for a ticket I got in the red...
Made me a river
Made me a river
a channel of power
the puddles of lava
and pools in the rain
u made me a given
receiver unshaken
the flow of awareness
made living alright
alive undertaking
LaLaLure
Is a winter mental whether or not you meant what you said?
or is there one that's better alone
in the third line I try to make sense into bucks
like thoughts in the wood I would carve on the trunks
Like wind in a willow from St. Augustines glass
and plaster of Paris alone in the class
or candles by killer Africa Bees burning through out in the mass about Adam and a
mass about eve
tuning days into lightning and charging a fee and nights into darkness where wait just a
second there's a face in the sunflower waving to me
from a far and if this keeps on I know one thing for sure...
some to do
would you
that a notion
to do
say I?
I say
do to
nothing that
you would
do to some
Los Angeles x2 Beach
my writing oh so down cast quiet reflections and I can't quite get a grasp on what is
happening- these feelings and the state of a bolting in my head that what I will be
seems so remote while I might be there my eyes don't realize that real eyes before me
forming from a pier a mid sharks at dusk a tier upon the sand and splashes of wax spilt
on our backs between lovers rings the stampeding horses on the shore- my
impediment free- lets do it again!
3/17/93 color me not
The blacks and the whites
from a black and white
television got together
killed the pinks and browns
on the blue and green
for using their names
in the name of a scene
in black and white
Eyes Adjust
Eyes Adjust I realize I just smelt you
"That smell" the whore says "was a long time ago
up in Tibet the snow was just God's cap
and the camp was souls like ourselves
you and I and you among others
we went knowing each other
like horses that can tell by their smell who they are
in tents of old souls"
I blink and recall what she's talking about
I blink and I sip from tea cups that don't tip
be leaves me you know
I used to be stone
a rock of old earth
snuggled under your roots
around me our love
Is older than dirt
59BR
Smelt row row row your tongue
by the river Russian's row
past the snow bank fields of dung
through a Mongol trappers home
Supersick 1840s
So basically
what you're saying to me
is that unlike not quite everyone else
you hate me for sure
stick that dull need all in the groove
move yah beat ass down da road
sink that whore bore in the hearty harbor
sink those teeth in a hot tea biscuit
musk it on with it ya history
ten high story in strum mental it teatime
was never your favorite thing
A second thought
She said she'd rather choke a child
than nurse an unPRESSed desire
At first I thought she was a liar
And as I watched her toss that child
into the fire I had a second thought
Hurry Cane
I might be able to run that cable
on the ocean floor in a hurricane
I might havoc made a mark
Had I stayed inside that day
and darker ways ahead that floated
through a swimming hole and run
me down the mole the
tie that tied the badger down
the tie that tried the tattoo
clown and spotter the dyed tie
that died and that tie died
him on the ground as the
ship slips down into the aqua under
On It or In It
on it or in it
eyes pupils are here for the period
like pin prides the bell rings and we go to hell
I hope my work Isn't bad medicine
If I'm here to do battle
I'm here to get hurt
and since this is real time will tell
girl, the king is just funking with your head
The dinner rolls right by my beads of sweat
The thing that sucks can't make me go
the snow falls in flakes so babe there you go
snow falls in balls when they are made by the crown
coming down on the back of your head was that sound
The Definite Article
The Definate Article about an
indefinite article of clothing
a particle contracts to for the making of babies
Here is how the coffee's drunk
Here is how the coffee's drunk
Brown sugar in the blasted mug first
swirl in some half and half again
the world spins low into my mind
watch every kind of planet on it's axis move
how to make your coffee last
drink the last half half as much
drink only half until at last
a sip remains then have a laugh
the laugh takes a laugh and then the laugh takes you
Sez Me
10ccs of endorphine miss
with every kiss into this blood
open eyes in seas of tea
your cream and biscuit
set me free
12 to the highest power
12 to the nth degree
see me on the tenth of never
12 to the highest power
12 to the highest power
12 to the highest power
Grey Barracuda yellow picket fence teeth
blue river bears a barracuda
fed that bear to the Buddha
could abet the batter with a 12 dollar bet
on that silver fish
could have run my way
across a green field terror
and the bulldoze sleeps under the oak
and a rose rests red through
a ring in his nose
I see you I love your energy
a dozen sits under the tree
you peel me freely
layered onion I strait to cry
might have walked my way with blackened feet
through the flames of your thoughts
see weeds waving and she's a
Cup a chine Carolina
Cup a chine Carolina
There goes some killer shrimp
cut the fat at Fat Freddie's Diner
Olive Oil 'ill pop your eyes out
There's a little stormy cloud
Over my babies purple shiner
That bowl of chowder's getting louder
Play that fiddle x Jaws Z chum
Shark meat never smelt so good
go back to the taco truck
sing some lame love song
Buché he don't give a free
take ant digit to the highest power
middle finger in your face
take the fuel in it's place
face the wave that's hotter still
Two halves Dig a Hole
a man with a melanoma mole
so so rules soul sores on the wall
a roll in the can melodrama
fight her and free her over the tub
two halves make a hole
one hell of a hole
two trolls into stone]
on dust rolls the dirt
funny how two wholes
pull a little yin and yang
two circling spheres
trailing behind
the rocks in our bed
the holes in the sheet
the rocks in my head
fit the holes in your feet
Turtle head soup and hey!
cross the field a shotgun blast
ask the farmer for some work
a little ceiling swings the Hun
and dreadfully it waves goodbye-
I stare up at the yellow holes
through the smoke of cigarettes
she takes me back behind the stall
with her velvet underwear
closes my mouth with her lips,
down the highway motor loge
salt rock planted in the clay
my back is leather full of holes
here I stay I won't be healed
she rinses out my colored blood
and my back is wet and cold
and the musk is in the room
free the farmer and his farm
I have his daughter
turtle soup and awl and hey!
2 decks terrain
2 decks terrain
below deck trains through the city
The land of milk and honey
Don't fall by the wayside
dexterous fists fly overhead
swings an arch an out stretched arm the rains fall loose
on ray the rain good cries
sun shine and two fisted quarters full and pure silver runs a river dry
Procession in Session
procession in session
Brass horns in Unison
Down Ivory streets
Bight flags fly
Marching obsession
Mass celebrates union
through shinning corridors
into the light
Banners of possession
war drums the protection
down shimmering stairs
into the white
stone gate resurrection
cast in reflection
drawn near the sight
there lies final passage
Trumpet digression
into silent murmur
slumbering peasants
the candle lights glow
Then the sugar takes the Sugar
Standing in the kitsch
wit a mean ol witch
smelling something sweet
sugar in the heat
sugar 3x
kinking in a crypt
duper chocolate chip
witchy star to strip
pocket rocket on the moon
have another sugar sweetie
syrup that you sip
rush it she the trip
cooking in a pot
pour it make a wish
sugar rot your teeth
spill it you the dish
the hell....the
the monkey tried to free him
Fox hides in tree I see
sweet land of cream and tea
America, America
The monkey tried to free him
a fair I see oh my
a fair I see oh my
Gin mills are flying in my eyes
scar tissue I'm alive
Liver and Onions in the sky
A book of matched the rest is smoke
The poor little child has way too much fifth letter in the alphabet motion
Too much eleventh letter in the alphabet motion in her life for anyone's good
She's Hoeing Air
Well we see the Hershey he she
finest she she'll ever see
she's hoeing air corner to corner
waiting for the angry mad hatted sire horse
rare arrow in her hair and oh
in her hair they're mad at her hatter
a hare rowing experience a hare owing experience
a hair river flowing a bare
wooing woman with a flare in her blue sky eyes
raising like bread clouds sailing
and in pale faced girls bailing fuel
from her eyes her river hangs
the water falls her hershe heshe
becomes her man
she hoeing air
she's owing' hair
hair owning
there's an arrow in her hair and oh in her hair there is a mad at her mad mad at her hatter
a hare rowin' a hare on there hair river flowin a bare woeing woman with a flare in her
nose and blue skies rising like bread clouds sailin and in pale faced girl bailing fuel from
her eyes her river hang down to her thighs
Hoe polish
shoe polish is better than sole lotion
isn't the water great?
can't dive in
an ocean
that you're al-
ready in
10,000 bands of Lost Angels under the DEEP blue sea
we want to get signed
we learned to sign
by the time we got signed
we were already deaf
we want to sing songs
we want to perform
feelin anti- deluvian
being fried here is the norm
as in on acid or fish or skin in the sun
pick any one it's not fun anymore
10,000 bands of Lost Angels
under the DEEP blue sea
money for honey and the chick's
deep fried
Ruby
there's this girl named Ruby yeah
heart stopper, the tough guys
a line out the door and into the sand...
she's a babe, just a baby
and maybe a kidder
the girl is forever so real and alive
so real and alive
Man awe man she's a looker
big red lips and they sparkle
see her eyes presentation
persona ein fire
listen to her and she's been there
how she got here for sure good only knows
Just the coolest likes coffee
cream, sugar, fin fine
Gypsy girl you sure
could rip me
tell me again what you did for Jesus
reign the folklore and I sure
would smoke more just
to see you
I've never been just Earnest or Honest
Be laboring the wrongs of a social man
so shall I belie boring ideas
Be side myself I have become smug as a feral Judge
My grudge is self indulgent and I wouldn't know it
Bestowing the truth on an unquestioning subject
to an unquestioning subject
Kingly little truth is a run in your stocking
a run on your stock, King
Play good Playing good sharp as a razor
Yourself righteous new replacement is just an angry word
What you call honest is your intolerant prioritized judgement
and since you didn't ask me I guess I too, broke the first rule of 'How Not to play good'
Did I ask for your opinion
Zebra
You there
Expecting
wild one waiting
Voodoo took the guru
Tight ship take my pain okay
sad shape and plain's R so blue
right trip taken in the night
quiet sky and stormy clouds
pipeline drowns my shoe
Free it
everything is gonna change
dinosaurs above my bed
crocodiles are in my head
Zebra, be quiet
Feel the Recoil
Deep well fear of the prize
is the look you dispense
you keep rhyming and
planning to make it one day
to make it one day
and today while you're whining and dining on junk fuel
the rules you ignore
take freedom you lack
it's a simple idea
a dependence on light
watch the pen deepen and dance
and remark the whole rap
a sheet for the record
it's the prize that you are
afraid to go take
a shot into beyond
the failure of fear
prevents your escape
the rules that you made
when you stopped here to learn
new information and its
not just your brain
that is eight no in
and go back
home and blood
Take a Bath
took a pad
took a pair
took a pal
take a pill
pay your bail
yeah you're bad
take a bath
take a bath
Brain Soot
a moot point
blue eye met your black I death
white death alone breath of chums lost
pull your soft lips down my chin
how did I get in how did I meet you?
wash my brain soot into the sand
weary leery little wheezy lazy little sleazy girl
whirl me down the narrow lane hurl mt spring in my chair
run my finger through your curls in the air between in up in your hair
spare no expense and rip the tracks from the ground
open doors with jaws on film
rooms of fear no room to breathe
believe me mother that
movie tweaked me
of course, I would have never met
her inside the looney bin
of course I would have never met her at all
thank you jaws
Brain soot- wash my brain needs washing
Leery little lazy girl
whirl me down the narrow lane
hurl me spinning in the air
run my finger through your hair
blue eye dye blue dead eyes black
pull your soft lips down my chin
slowly lower little girl
swirl your spoon scream softly
Leaning skin onion ring
peel me off and start to sing
in the ring I keep the dot
sting the bee and sweet the sun
scrub my mind into the sand
soft foam rubber not! fuel warm full of great and girl, oh boy you so freepea, happus and
joyuz
Just say Nay?
Just say no is no joke right?
just a token in writing taken from Tolkein
a song about yin and yang a toke on the
five gallon gravity bong or a trip to
hong Kong or Tibet to bang bells
and watch insects make no sense and fence out the world and
spin off the pearls of a stone rolling pin
washed lie as you lay there
so sadly you madden and and
fantasize hatters with glue
blotter but the truth is today
that's what's cool at least right now
awareness of presence of minutes
in time that's the ticket the
tool box and boxing and
funking and coffee and
Thai food ands trips in the rain
with some real friends that
could but would not lie cause they've
been there right with you
how can you say free hell if
hell, you've never been there
and what good's the rain if
you don't let us help you yeah help you
out of the trap door
your mind
I follow the graven Image
I follow the graven Image
of a semi-literate
eighteen wheeler cross
the bridge over a
river of steam
a pair a scope from some
subcretious drops
as the protomoronic
torpedo pulls a
stoned idiot from a tube
I B drink
I B drink
Hot sweet tea fuel
see I B drink N
Hot sweet teen baby
I Brink dingy
hot smooth black Turkish
see i b drunk on
life and caffeine
e blink eye z
zi fee see saw
she's lid shut one
turn key
Nineteen young zipper son!
Jungle New York Jangle
Sure cabbage grows in a small spaces
the cab age grows in small spaces
the rubble and wreckage
the raining and trouble
mud pool and Iron and tire and track
tin can boils cabbage and cardboard for children
on some English countryside
Richman plays scrabble wife bathes in bubbles
Their children's grey kitten just playing with yarn
Flower and warmth and soft brown tobacco
smoke rich man play richman
your child's in the rain
on some socal beach break
Giving up time to a serrated edge
Hedging my butt on the edge of a road
unloading my head on the ledge of the wedge
diving for sand for a fair baited vegg.
Ledger Letch
Green mother funkergot green on his lips
he's got crazy con red eyes lazy fat hippos
purple sittin there staring into the floor
would gonna blind free you brother a then he ask you for more
yeah he's an evil sick dog that starts with an EM tea time and swing a rat juice
railroad cocktail instead you might of been bonkers and better off dead
steamy little rivers of fear in your shoe fuel white fuel pouring a mould
dream about givers the takers are old
receiving their love makes their hearts grow cold
Feeling I'm angry
dealing with hunger
I hear you I'm near you
closer that you wink
you said you were poor so they poured you in a drink
when you said something sweet they told you to think
Mother Earth vs. Math breaks down
take any digit to the infinite power
within an fraction expect to get a middle finger in your face
take the fuel in place the glasses on
face the wave hotter still
take another step
suddenly you held me tight
in a jar by the door
you didn't run you didn't lie
on the corner is a baker with a turkey
and he never gives an answer
hey jade don't be a prude
here's the tie
I don't know why
kiss me girl I'm gonna die
Math is simply unaccountable
when it comes to
pushing envelopes my way
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Well I don't seem to see
the way I let the lies get through
yeah I'll be dumb before I say
and I'll be deaf before I'll listen
to
the way I build the case
I'd pack the powder in
the space a key of dust and blithe mate
I listen and I watch the state
of grace and trace the murmur to
a place that far behind the
times at times and somethings sir will
never change except for here where
money talks in Good we trust and
danger lurks a rust for children
hooked on death and meth and
dust on lust for none while equal
justice gets a cut and
well
The red fern grows and
North to Freedom
was my favorite as a child and in the wild I watch his run
fourth grade teacher tells his tale I steal the book
and muse the cover
remembering the bread he had wrapped in cloth and the
nice people that found him sick and wet and naked
and helped him to go North and escape certain death
that as a child I could not comprehend
yet I identify with his desperation
and the hills and valleys travelled
Toast the painted picture
you wrote 29 29
22
cause you just thought the 9s?
Fruits and veggies pullied wedgings
swimming plums up in the sky
sly cool peaches ice cool slushes
rush that creature in the thicket
white picket stick it cricket
some are slicker in the rain
sunshine ladle chip and paddle
saddle dust and desert trees
freeze the jam and slam the freezer
go out play the fields of green
Mad at the distance
and that you can't show
made your resistance
pull the wax and spread you think
Practically?
Practically? Prac a tick lee?
smack a tick lee
ex ac attic ly
tick dock a lick tea
you said you were practically skin popping coke?
skin popping ?
practically?
You mean like horseshoes and hand grenades?
ha ha ha
Assumed ;premise (How I got here)
If Susan is fine then so is Elizabeth
Amy is fine or Elizabeth isn't
Susan is fine
therefore
If Susan is fine then both Elizabeth and Amy are fine
and that's fine with me
then it follows
if god is everything
then is he nothing?
if Jesus died for my sins
then would have someone died for his?
If God is everything
than he sure is something
I caught a glimpse of him
and...
He eats dinners in nice places
a question
on dePRESSion
got his head dear and when crashing the ten read a book
If it's not like
a button, than what is the shape of your mutton?
I mean eating PRESSed buttons causes
digestive dePRESSion
PRESSed buttons in books written by crooks never did much for mushroom eating kooks
in mush rooms with rooks at the corners and self induced bars driving cars to the beach
mashing buttons and reaching for looks from the kittens and dolls
Lemon yellow
melon yellow
yellin' mellow
yellin Yeoman constellation
Would you quit your Why?s son
I just quit the wise nun
so I could keep on whining
Dif rent says
Biff says rent
in con vein yen says
vein says con in yen
Where ever tool is gathered
something's rotten in the foot
lather up that leather sandal
try to save her with your hum
time's and charging no they're not
try rearranging time will tell
ring the servant comes an angel
give the labor or go to hell now
Here comes civil she's so wholesome
here she goes we check the doors
find a way out of the chamber
In a room with out walls the ceiling falls
Here we are what should I do?
da like to kiss ya at the base of your breast
boy you grovel like a Coyote
girl say you sweet could brick my head in
boy you'd rather
see me loose
than see you win
This much I gather
as I watch you you
would not be bothered by our demise
Doth is doth at,
so sue me me so so chit pan
mother funkertwo bald bitch
come in here and while they planned
to run me down and take my lights
out
run my guts out
dry my cock up up on the line and
another poem all together now ABC you and me
sentenced to death 7 tenses
What you hear now is my body
spins in through the air you hear feel me
zip through your ears dancing on the sparks in your brain
my shoe is living here come visit me
what you hear next is just my truth
what you just heard was just a lie youth
If you see me at school fill in the blanks
If you say me out load you know I will grow
fill in the blanks blank stares blackened on the stairs
entry is the second coming of Christ embodied in the from of a stanza
entry is the second coming of Christ embodied in the form of a stanza
and if you are sitting here trying to decipher subliminal messages you are either a well
fed worm or a deadbeat in a suit
Otter Love
This meal said the boy to the girl
Is a ride about time
I've been searching for this urchin so long it's a crime
chorus: It's a ride about time?
"I love you Otto said the girl to the boy. What was our motto? 'It's a ride about time"
They sealed their whiskers with a sea urchin's kiss urging an itch their bellies the switch
a watch and a seal from the deep slides a wave to the shore
The time said the Eel to the the seal
Is gonna slide out of mind
This seal sled the wave to the shore
This meal said the shark
is a bore/ ing a hole in my belly
no more so he spit the diver out
Gona see the turtle ground
Anne, I saw the lady eye
Hun'l tear ya skin away
gonna sound a horny aye
Makin lists
This is a story about a young boys
said the cave to the cradle
gonna show you some joy
dfhfkjdl
It's taken me a long long time to realize I feel
and when I steal that look of yours the deal becomes unreal
It's making me all wrong inside please tell me how to heal
my mind becomes an undertow no place no where to go
she is to me a crystal lake
so cool so clear so sure
and see to me so full of life
a pool so clear and pure
she is to me a sprinkling spring
the rapid's in her eyes
Her fire wisdom knows it's my back to innocence and light blue skies
The controller
set that pain strait
write it write it
right it right it
right
crackle
crackle crackle little crack
shackle shackle little shack
speckle spackle shackle smack
trickle licker blood sucker freeer
a question of depreciation
10 years
at the fifth years the estimated life is revalued at seven years
then at six years it's overhauled adding five years- that's eleven years
at eight years it's stolen
3 months later it's found and rebuilt to last two more years and at
nine and a half years it is stolen again by an employee who drives it off a cliff and
writes in blood that it should be paid for with his pension
a vision- insisting on rampart
my mind in collision
make a depiction
Con tin gin sea
He used to dream about dropping reds
a cause for the feds
he used to drop reds
cause he was a fed
now he's pushing uppers in the pen
yeah he writes quickly
with those uppers pushed into his gums
bubble colored balloons and a slap on the back
of his needy knees and silver capped teeth
Edward November Thomas Richard O Purple Yards
the apple baker Charle delta
received an order from the director
no olive orange Pittsburgh Richard
Kiss Kansas Lima manhole nancy
Edward funky George Henry Jackson no olive orange
something unveiled wax and whiskey
You play that fiddle for the waddle
and as you saddle up you whistle
down your middle finger finger
Talking no sync until lyrics start
open w/ talk fade out to z
Folklore rain awe
do I need to explain why,
all the times
that I've seen you
and watched you go by
and the times
that I got
a look in your eyes
I would cry
slip into your car
turning on the radio
going very far
change the station as you go
hate turns on
This kind of hate turns the light on me
with time I see the lime away the tiles
I face are justified but hate it
waits its turn and then it turns on me
my hate turns on me
I feel the fates
that pull the wool and
toe the length
and cut the line
they set me free
I'm scared and I'm scarred
burned and I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm
Every time the candle goes out
the music retards the chaff leather burns
the turn of the urn the fair weather friends
the bends in the road the stones in my sack
the brittle old bones the charred and the bland
the tar on the sadness sings and curves the
nerves and the answer came seconds and feet from being too soon the bride and the
groom cremation and doom
car nations along on car grated roads without room
shouldn't have but couldn't have not drank and drove
their turn in the urn their turn in the grave pavement!
feel the recoil
demon state
demon strait
staff
I read national geographic and desire top go
seeing the negative hearing about Jason's hood and Agent Orange
and hearing that guy tell me what a piece or chit I am
really put the hook in me
I realized that I had to kill the guy who just thought it up and did it and he was me
Tile and bang cock the floor white feathers and red
when I feel like this I'm not worth saving
He's turned them against me with gossip and lies
I'm not cool- I am and have always been a jerk good let me go
where junk is cheap and rice is there for me to work out from the land
I hate myself here!- or was it the dove bar I ate two hour ago sent here to kill me? when I saw you takin shots and makin fists
and takin blood and pushing mud into your arms
and making blue lines turn to black
and out the back door
goes the chit man
that you weren't hungry
you needed something else
to tide you over
flames of white cool fuel
in the freezer never even nearly frozen heaters
pumping bearlettes bullish passion from the postal
in my pocket and you rock back spoil some cool aid
fuel while flames thin a notion while you suck me off and I black out
I see some stairs and say hello a notion more I think that like that since I can help it I
respect the moment and man the snapshots I've been taking today are all mine!
can't play
can't play the game couldn't if I would
and since I do man this really hurts
I kind of wanted something real
and the rhyming says that i don't have to feel but this I know
is true- If I don't come around I'm gonna see you fly
My love lies
My love lies in the city
where the junk is pretty
and the air smells great:
Mister vice got nice and started doing service
Star Ted got caught and mischievous now he's dead
Miss Tee in a moo moo sent to jail for being cool
drool drool ashes land carpet corners
curly cues the juicer flys fruit flies
swirly skies tribal stickers on her thighs
blue lakes body root beer I scream
pope cap full of good
pop cap full of goaded purple powder,
purple cape and
scrape the stainless jones and metal
shavings you can't fix
He's in there on the stairs
up comes the flare in through the eye
hitch on a ride and hook the tail
flare ahead into the sky
follow flames into the blackness
mike the drums so we can hear you mike the the drums
Thomas pulled the sadness
from his heart- a long string of beads of fat from the veil
The vacuum runs through you
the wind willows children and yet beyond
that, a part of you is fine
The sadness and fear fool alone
in an old school- they marked you for failure
and scored you with gruel
kindness and scored you with cruel
Why should I not be angry
I used to live a lie and be free
had I known they were bricks
when I thought they were flow
I might have rocked out the window
anyway had I known
Pain pays alimony in nickels
Fear frees everything and runs
Maybe I could've known every thing yesterday but unfortunately something happened
Murder heard her
the word of anger
a burger herder
from the golden triangle
star banged banner
spank startled banter
woodenly wanker
hankey pander swill the swallow
from the rain
hard packed dirt laid cracks
Rub a dub dub three tacos de lengua
kick in in the pot in a sea of mangos
rooty toot toot swimming girl in da sea of ashes and soot
black pews floating by mamma jamma how goes it?
Rub a blub blub three chicks in a tub
thanks for the grub yeah grog yeah good?
Hubba hub hub scratchin on the stubble
here comes trouble in a pool of blood
Nick 'em don't cut 'em
boys in the head ghetto to the ill
lounge son gonna see
his day done soon he'll
be out there in time to make it back
Sad boy soy sand live in lake
a burro san donkey
tide thick brain shallow
simple dimple sun/ go
gun howling fun in illusion soon you'll
die
4/20/93
Broken windshield fix it funking fix it ticket
showed row your funking boat to that motor's buddies
the funking fix it ticket
said he's an asshole in other words
48 funking hours
was it the pink polish on my pinkie?
funking pinko cops- my
mother funking Ford Tornado
was made in America
and my girlfriend of
two weeks just dumped me into
therapy- free that
she doesn't know me
I guess this is the joke
laid off on Friday
maybe it's my brain
the squeeze is not on- I'm just pissed
If I weren't an alcoholic I'd get drunk everyday
starting now
all I get from my relationships with
people is these freeed lines about nothing?
The Gift
I can't rePRESS my closest friends with me screaming from the shore
like rhythmic poetry or song they cool me in their quiet wake
they are a group of stones so deep their genius is a precious density
I just can't damn a single drop of anyone who knows I am their friend
their joy for me runs like a river in a stream they're just an overflow of friends so real
their seal is PRESSed into my heart a valley of death flooded with love
Eyes are streaming
It wit what is it that once seemed
impossible is now so accessible
I readdress the issue man this
government is just right for you
The business is business and
business is business
whether ragtime of flagday
it's all in the bay
The Mrs. has risen
and business is business
weather come rain
and wither you fall
The hisses in prison
and business is business
whether its daytime or nightfall at all
The game is called tag 2x
The artist is so pissed
the artist is so missed weather egress or Mayday
it's all about Greek
the Mrs. is risen
the artist is so pissed
weather come rain
or weather you fall
The kisses in prison
the artist is so missed
weather darkness or daylight
it's all hide and seek
Sick Bay Lee Ray
basically mean
an unkind prick
so full of holes
a sad little boy
Lee Jr's father
Leeray Slick
went by the name of Ray
Sadly lost his dad
on the roof of the sky
why did he die
and why did she leave
the corduroy jeans
covered burns on the skin
a corridor chair with the wheels on their rim
Pile the peels into your apron
See the keys from the airplane
feel the pain with an aspirin
steal a feel on a young teat
Deal the feet to the lock jaw
crack the paw on the dew drop
rock the loc with an A-bomb
Entomb the groom with his wifes broom
groom the broom with a steel rake
steal the pie that she just baked
flake the scales from a dead snake
eat that tile like a fresh steak
streak her thighs with your glue stick
stack your self on her flesh back
brake you car at the red light
rush you wheels to the next red
breed your bread on a blue steed
free her like a wild horse
bread and roost the goose with a fresh pump
dump the rod for some fresh paint
the composition of your numbers on the telephone
No effects on Entropy in L.A.
A flower quartet made a bet on a Mexican death holiday
she pulled her twisted roots from that velvet underground discharge
a sacarrin trust for sonic youth and as the freeze screams and the stains and germs -
blacken planted crosses red and flags blacker and agents orange face across the grass
crass and dirt so rudimentary a battalion of saints, a chronic generation of shattered faith,
toy dolls with great big haircuts and skoundrelz with angst against, I don't no, the minute
men and minor threat, seated effigies and exploited Kennedys
Partisans and subhumans on channel three, Neos, bad brained big boys, adolescents
with F+ averages, Beverly Hills surfers and English dogs encircle one wasted youth
dead on arrival and of course buzz' band the godfather of grunge after Darby crashes
band in my opinion- all beyond possession just meat puppets on china white no fear of
bad religion, just 81 hard-core no more
I'm with your eyes
Feeling I'm angry
Dealing with HUNGER
Stealing your spirit
healing I fear it
Trusting I'm sorry
lusting with fever
ADJUST sing your hearing
Icing I hung up
Spell the correct term
I feel like dying because of my spelling
No time for corrections terminate me
I seal the white letter a marginal martyr
In April I paid doubt a sum of my money
Appeal for extension a pawn the declension
A spiel about rage tax collectors don't count for much or for long or very often at all in
this poem about English
Trite
Well wishes are well prayers sent
on the swollen roof of Gaul
littles bells tell them to get to work
the power of devotion is not limited to the believer
Jack's car drives whether you believe it or not
Only an asshole would deny a perfectly good
helicopter ride off a flood swollen roof
for a rescue by Jesus
Sell me the sunset today on a cable
tell me on Sunday to sit on the table
pass me some sauce for my real please
hand me a saucer and tea set and spoon
mass on my T.V. set coming on shortly
daisies won't you come up to the moon through the trees
sweet flower silly string hangs
M Brick ate Kate as a snake
as in cape as in stoned
Pattern and dance have me in a trance
the cradles and colors dance under your eyes
The flicker of white flames smoke pours and I read
the world's greatest book about hunger and greed
The first great profession of faith in the creed
sat high of the table of father's constitution
framed on white walls cover with smoke
streams from his pipe dancing up fish swim calabash
the embricate pattern and dance (fall away)
she Gypsy you sure could rip me
tell me what you did for Jesus?
reigning folklore and I sure would smoke more just to see you
Is this selfish- to sell
the fish you love to catch
I bake a batch of your from scratch
and you swing at the end of a line
this time this song I wrote
about you is mine
1/90 Gold in the crucible
the mark was made in his MIG. Rain falls and he would just sit there and stare at this
wide base tankard of a coffee mug on his cracked dash as it steams the cracked
windshield . "Oh looks like a volcano " he says and it does
Scratch is Marks copilot and the silence in the musty Tornado was enormous
He can sing and stroll sadly down the deserted highway the wind moving his dusty feet
along
Sam's brain is full of ideas is like Edwards biceps full of blood" says Geraldine as she
rocks back and forth- leans out over the children the foot of the porch stairs the whites
of little Peter's eyes look up like a little bunny rabbit in the shadow of a diving white
haired bunny Hawk about to be snatched up at any second.
Lucy jerks Peter by the shirt and they run
"You stay away from her you hear me!"
I put the cap on the fountain pen and the ink keeps coming seemingly into my brain
from the attic my head the ceiling is stained liquid tar that comes in through the cracks-
I pull the cap off the fountain and the spring flows out into a bed of flattened trees- the
freedom to expire on the paper is now- wow!
Civil Hair Patrol
Baby face in baby cape
they capped the bottle way too soon
five years ancient and they cupped that youth right at the spring
and tossed the babies youth
cupped into the wind
No hugs for driving just
caps of d.tails
and caps to shot through...
then the little crazy baby
stressed beyond capacity
commits a captious offense
receives a capital punishment
now she's gone
capacinno
captain
capped
capstone
I'm gonna put her in my will
I'm gonna leave her flowers
you know her?
say no more
She put me in her will
and now that she's gone
she left me the world
Although I talk to her often
she calls on me often
I listen she's kissin my face in the wind
my face in the waves
embracing my hands on the fire
my cheeks in her warmth
massaging my feet in her earth
my skin in her earth
Laying Track
Yeah its easy to be cool where your head is a rock
feet need to be hard when she rocks on your time
big funking deal you know all the right moves
a stream of running water blasting through her stone
some cryptic notion of bleeding while pine trees fall
out of his head a steam engine climbs into her side
She wears a bad habit
I'm on a run with two nuns
with a gun into the gas station
bathroom on Sunday
well they're not really nuns but the run in their stock says it's
Sunday and the money of popes' is waiting for our robes and our ropes
they wear black habits like no one I've run with
and hey- we stick together
we stick the plastic to the silver, pull the wrapper from the cooker
I stick me a little spin I think I'm on the rosary
then they stick themselves
we slide into the tile for awhile
Then I stick 'em on the bathroom floor
now we're sore and ready to go out and whore for God
next we hitch and hail Mary
a ride out of Inglewood with some dumb
trucker freeer.
Everything is beautiful.
He thinks only of himself and how he and her et set era era
He feels only despair and cares not who cares or errs error error
sadness pours over his lungs and hearts and his eye brows strain and his face is taught
only sorrow shows and the thought insight fall back from the light down some imaginary
incline-some concrete slope where great pinballs of grief slowly drop in through a hole
in his head at the bridge of his nose between his steel blue eyes...down that tunnel to a
well in his neck where it drops like a rock in his throat and he chokes and the splash of
the pain splatter crimson on the inside of his steel blue eyes and a flash of hot white
light soars across the glass of his pupils and his ear drums thunder way down below
his fist gets so tight that his heart just explodes and he falls to his knees, pinballs
spinning gushes of liquid he lies in the shower and feel the marble trails of blood
marching the shower water to the drain
I'm sick of this dry spell
and my soil is in a cool hell
the well is not insight
oh well insight I have none
they file past the station
across the new crosses
the father of nations
beneath every grave
you package the premise
to sell at the sale
a path undertaken
for ever for shaken
the sway of your hair
pure river of light
picture a forest
and imagine a cannon
the preacher is teaching
I'm thinking of you
Fizzy tunnels
Fizzy tunnels fuzzy muzzles
fussy missy, finely muffles
Fissure muscles, warm funnels
musty river, tunnels of love
It dawned on me today as the rain poured me a drink
the fizzy bubble exploding in a supersonic rush
movement in the glass what a sobering experience
de jour vou is just an angel's cherubic kiss
I'd rather eat a good damn meal than
see a movie that I'm in
I'd rather burn down a nation with some friends
than all alone go planting seeds
I rather be a homeless bum
than
be an endless bumpy road
much rather be a minor coal miner than
be a gold dust miners mother lode
eat or be eaten
cheat or get cheated
pleat or be pleated
heat or get heated
Givers and takers
butchers and bakers
livers and flakers
devils and quakers
deliver a river
and make her a present
and take her a statement
and present an armament
Mouse is my teacher
and he is a cat
he thinks he's a dog
but he's really a rat
yeah mouse is a feline
bit skip on the snout
fighting for a bone
how about that?
MOUSE is the house dog
will fetch you some paper
and hang on you neck
like Andrew's python
burroughs is crap
he's a s a strap around you
your harmless arm
and armored used world order
you tape the recorder to the latrine drop your arms in a freeze as you sleep with the
sleeze
and rips in your sleeves and and a rap
around your harmless arm
you rock and roll
you drop to the grave.
Just a joke livin on mommy's honey
choker no thinner than paint a notion like giving aspirin to flesh wounds
who's expiation to the meek?
I never read the book I was writing my own the label expired on this junkies aspirin jar
caring one way or another- okay- he might not be crap- he's a sap
Health
see taking the art mass produced is the fare
of artists who live to be found in the fair
what the free is wrong with the rich
unless you're like me, not one of them? bitch
Man isn't Santa so don't start a club
You're don't tell me I'm fool full of fear
some judo Christ sinyasins' idea of wheat
Truth: when you shoe is clean money's good for you health
If denial of wealth comes across as hate for the material than is it not still hate?
I want to hear the ox springs sing and have veal on my plate
if the children were set free they'd set fire to this world
Bliss turd
Listless unlisted
lustful and wishful
lawful and fist full and
blistered and green
spirit man free it
yeah free you
yeah sofa king spear it
you'll spear it and chuck
back into the tub
tearful and weary
a mouthful of silver
a sliver of death and
ah oh well all choked up
the T.V. white noise
yeah free you your hair dog
the hair on your head dude
if the fashion you strap on
the clicker your couch
see me I'm a sick of the
the fair weather stations
for me its the ocean
away from you morons
the churn of the blades
the burn of the engine
down deep in a ship
with no one to hold
DNA
spin the slide down miles of sky
scrape the coal black cow over the moon
baking heart flames grey clouds come
I see that I said that I loved you way too soon
the undertaker's know
Charle said he's been around
He seen many a man woman and child in the ground
He' can't say whom he's seen
Stay or go by their type of enthusiasm
for this live show
Westwood on Aphids
When my head was alive in progression on fate
hot brains fire the cannon of rights for the state
in my mind all alone insane shoe in the hype
found my self the sole fuel washing sand in the strait
Jamming the silence with white fuel noise
a salt liquid falling for boys in the hood
Now I just want to be boring a burrough instead
and shoveling snow off the top of my bed
I want to be smooth as a stone but not quite as old
just a rock gathered moss so quiet and cool
just a windowless fool under the rush of the surface
and the wrath of the wave
while Big Sur may have been a bad trip for mushrooms
westwood was great on aphids
Seven Ears of Corn
I've got a not to live for
and not much to give
so say I'm this house
that's unclear and how
well they gave me a river
brown and polluted
well really I'm houseless
I'm really a damn
damned up till now
if I open the gates
the fuel will flow
when I'm all open
I'll just be a channel
I've heard enough Q's
to match your untrendy pop songs
my cat she don't care what I do
she's psycho tortoise shell
and way off the wall
she's here now and there
she's here now that's all
fat free tart
Warming up a fat free tart
not too sweet and not too smart
Pour me me a drink my pours need a squeeze
I might get strait As but I feel like a sneak
self centered Civil she started to think
give me some time yeah she say gimme some time
In therapy there might be some thing in ink
Awe write me a poem right turn and I blink
cellophane plane free you and your pop songs I know them
subliminal chit crap free chit
I've answered enough of your impossible chit
He left her a smile- taped to her desk
she say stay off my property
so he cut off it's legs
and round filed them
Has didn't thought
and I didn't thank
so full and on empty
coma comma a brief cowlick period in a long eternity
I am gonna die my hare slate gray
was never too particular didn't care
that I should I dye he might not part
but soon after go with me enter
Lonely lone cell
from hell on a leafy beefy jerky toe packed Savanna
rolled by a sole Cuban from China the mole
that he picks then gets smeared on the tobakie roll
gets smoked by the stock broker gets lung cancer and dies
cause some Cuban from China sits out in the sun too much
blame it on those Chinese Cubans
Enough about me
Sullen man when I can I have
days that are quick easy light
who time for the whine and not ism
for a fight the right on the right
and the left on your right
moving alone and there's no end in sight
I gas on the cry babiers sobbing
bout what thy son have man I
have what I what cause I want what I have
but then some son of a bitch cuts me off
yeah I drive in fact I'm alive
and this I'm thing I can't stand
some lame from the woods who
La has got the vest driving drivers
cause we've got the worst divers
and the natives don't care cause the hunger
for this and complacent alone
on the freeway the fare
they keep me in check cease the
crazies don't care
I must resolve to bear who I am an
another evil one fuct utopia
not you Andrew- that other guy- that funkerwho- Okay stop
Taste her lips tick dock stick
stock Id to the bank talk back take it back smick smacked
brick stick a pick into that crack fill that concrete ricket from the dirt
hit that punker above the skirt
boxer punker Irish hit's you back
squirt the blood
Sin Dx on a on a the law(naw)
tan and ant sing sitting in
ahuana
lawn doing see saw
D and A
It's DNA said the obituary on the death of good
one method owns I met him alone but my feet are made of sod
see I was dry and with my crew aboard a long board red oaring through a sea of blood
cruising along bored headin for a wall a wave of Iron ore or steel
a Federali taught me to drive my eyes were closed and I'm still alive from K37 to K54 a
glue sniffin shiner on Mexican jive
or a hooka for vente with her fingers in my wallet
the little engine that wouldn't (four color stickers)
What's that called a yall little miss
just a hitogram and alot a poee
see omage stand and ya tink its thick
but if its a real image baby, maybe you can make it stick
just print some stickers and peel it quick
a four color message about a four color show
Sing kin, down an INdie Canyon
We see all the preachers lookin down at us drunk
The truck say's not me, its my kid he's a punk
we look at the kid and he points at the mom...
and so on
Road entrance
Road entrance poor pope roping pea size roe, please!
please row the boat, please!
Saw slow down that Jesus so slow no no go get
some goat cheese. Please us, disarm us trees leave a sap
splatters on the ground
pound for pound dear here I writhe pencil paper round and round
the sound of love is the temple of vice
I though of the girl only twice
daytimes and nighttimes
I only did the stuff on two times
night times and daytimes
just "to"- days a week and week ends of course
I only got loaded on todays
not as i two days or Tuesdays
but Mondays as in "mon'" days
and the hangman says, chin up kid
as in money days most days
also Fry days and Sun days and when days
and thirst days and days that I Sat there days
and miss mess a miss match and black
spun a scratch test and soon
all the monkey wrenches fly to the moon and on money too, when the res frays a tour
son
Swimming in a pool of Bleud
me good damn I'm hurting and white shirt in mt eye balls eight ball scratch cause I've
felt green felt and the cue is the shtick on my prick can't be dipped
and I'm strip bored, my cigarette is dipped at my lip,
is chapped and she lip is chapped and my sister was cut out of my arm t
here a hole its a well full of cotton from hell
there a mole and it's raw from cancer the law is the pool I'm the fool and to be cool I
would die run the camera and I'm
Mayan Hymnal coffee shop
Sitting on the mountaintop in a Mayan Hymnal coffee shop
planning to conquer the world or conquer ourselves
I knew I'd start to learn now that I knew it all
I guess the gist of it all was that although I know I want you girl
I still get mad when my spoon slips into the soup bowl
seven deadly sins
I've yet to commit
I'm seven years old
and arriving in hell
Tin Lawn
I whistle past the graveyard
sun is shining on my soul
Cathy I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry that I stole
whistling past the graveyard
looking forward to get in
Mother Mary please forgive me
I'm sorry sorry that I steal
wasted past the graveyard
sin is weighing in my chin
sun is shining on the devils dime
he drops the hammer "come on it!"
Hippies then and not
fascist future litter bugs
beads and hair they leave their funking trash
everywhere
growing up to be voting brats
Pops was right
and unlike him
I strive and thrive
on that anarchistic bliss full Zen tropic
of my interest
cut the frayed threads of soil cloth a bolt from whence we all came
hippies that litter are no worse than I- a punker that doesn't
can't wait to vote a black flag sticker on my new MW
Black lines
black times
that girl- she's a runaway
Last time
she don't cry
she slipped away
as our baby
blue lips no hips
she's our baby
and she's gone away
Bitter baby maybe they'd be nice to you
if you forgave them for began. who they are and who are they anyway?
Bitter baby May just maybe a bad moth month for wool in the wool
you may be twice as nice as any of them if their was room would you give them space?
a twisted spinning mindless spring
a strand of strings the ringing bell
a pealing feeling in the gong
the song I sing an image of
a falling man beneath the waves
of the sound that staves him to his knees
the shout that kills birds in the trees
is the shout that wrings blood from my clothes in the breeze
germs and stains on the field in the plains of compassion
for the record
go hang yourself with your tinsel braided sea rattle snake rope
Mint LUmps in the Shade
screaming
burning
breeze
grass and trees
please understand
your shade is way too cool
your shade was made white hot
look out mint lumps won't save you
Pin
I love the little whirly girl
she spins within a child of love
beneath the top a baby face
and safe within the safety pin
If I had all the time
If I had all the time that I'd been waiting for then
where was this fool when the lessons were taught
in grade school the rule made have been golden
In the real world it's iron
I'm not a loser cause I'm lost
I'm a loser cause I lose things big deal
Gibberish
sitting through the gibberish
wish for riches Irish Itch
lifting and sifting through the riffs
I sing and sock I must re- stitch
Roman tick smells on your bitch
takes me back to lazy days
I walk along the ancient way
the squirrel cage lies I used to tell
fish the drowning puppy from the well
a bird that flies is doing well
in this memoir past my hell
From pain and remorse
from pain and remorse and
of course comes a clover
three leaves and it's over
a roll on the oven
two loaves on the table
sewn seed in a crevice
St. Christopher's piercings
sewn into he canvas
a cross in the shirt
my finger's in
I burn my finger's in the water when it's hot
I cool my tip toes in the fire when they're not
I build an inn consistently by being here on time
i twist and turn my body round and meet you in the grass
I load and tape my favorite tool under plastic in my wet suit
I can stand up on my body board and shoot a 5.9
your water power follows every stroke
any drops that hit me cold make my body hard
you stand among the tuna cans bored stiff as if you cared
hammering strings
I'm sick of the critics and sick of the cycle
hammering strings
strung and unfunded
the right keys
can't find the right key to...
cutting down your poet tree set my free
cutting off the noses at all
blowing out the scene
butting up the register
walking from the stove
taking all you took from them
left you wanting more and more
cutting through a paper box
living on the paper rocks
on the side of brick and soot
slide on in for home it is This business man need a drink
he hits seven meeting a week
he took all the stairs he could take
he thought making money ain't that bad after all
White collar
I pull the white collared boxer boxers
from the boxer boxer's box
pull them on over my burnt umber locks
and cock my gun and crack my neck
smoke a neither cigarette wins
watch the dial the washer watch
tap my fingers in my socks
pull my blue jean one pair wardrobe from the spins
hot and dryish my granted wish
No photographs
you're so polite
no no to laugh
you poll tonight
no automatic autographs
or fain semantic
how are yous
No polly graphic parrot chit
don't poll a tick
me off you lie
Sadness passes
a nap in the sack
a look in the wind
a roll in the hay a sway in the shade
man, could I have been that way?
The constellation of the weather woman
the climate crier, weather vain
pick up a flyer in her pane
contained a statement very clear
"from winds of doubt come window pain
stop the sheer and keep the view
See the Cross on the Sign
make the sign of the cross
cross the bridge past the sign
jumped off at the middle to swim
in the swimming under Tao
Zen Butchers tug boat took some time
off Buddhist Oceanliner guiding
pegged the crossing Christians Bridge
enough to sink a bullet train of born against
the real survivors didn't mind
Three Months in two days ago
7/19/93
Did you pack up your dog with glass my boy
You've been filling that horse with your own
horse's ass gas you horses ass gas sucker
punch drunk eye brow pluckin bone
chewing phone home wine whine nun
chip
frump
bump on a log
Hoagy dog ten tons of gluttonage
soggy wet bread
dead
head's high on the hog
baggy old rangy doggy rose
free off go die dead head litter 'ugh' insect inside
and get that baggy off your doggies nose hose
10/17/93
Poison Spreaders
wet better thans
under piers itching sores
know it alls
wearing thin tans
weekend stair climbers
gone in no timers
mashing their brights assholes
surfing with the privileged rich
in El Olay ain't life a bitch
sporting wood past school yard girls
there is no other/ love can wait
Bog One down for love
the man whom you fear is in the room
Oh show me some love from the stars up above
and the Bagman near clamored in chairs
If you've been where I've been and walking in my shoes
then you know what it means to hate the man whom I fear is within
Closed Out
if this is the life
please give me some time
to figure out
why this figure's life is out of time
If this is the way
please teach me to say
what can't be said
while I'm saying it
If now is the when
please help me to stop
the last word that just left my mouth
If this were a chime
than give me a stick
to peal off a ring
a drop in and out
living lotto
I play a lot a fifteenths kinds of living lotto
And while I woke up this morning, my head was still in the ghetto
I want to make me some money without a stiletto
I'm sure I would care If I had some time for a motto
I didn't get what I wanted and I'm lucky
I'll never got what I wanted feeling greedy
I got what I got when I got it
I don't want to win if I can't play
I don't want to be in Franks bill
If Fred gets to runs things around here
I want out
I don't like Frank he's dead in the head
but worse than that he's lost
and I don't want to be in on good's will either
If Fred gets in to runs things around here
I'm not coming
I don't mind Fred- he's lead in the head
and worse than that he's last
Three elders and two young junkie friends on the Northern coast watch the sea from the
cliffs
Lenny quiets the tremors of his mind by injection and morbid reflection is a view of
the world seen through his eyes like grey walls with windows of blackness and a wind
that blows through him chills the roots of his teeth- that's why he steals boxers from pick
and save. Singleness of purpose. boost the boxers at cozy courts.- '" used to boost the
boxers at cozy courts too."
See for Lean the Connection- the trip to Inglewood was a different experience- the
trip to the bathroom and juice to the pipes- the windows shut and the winter sets in.
That's not how it was for me.- Mixing paint fixing pain coffee brown cartage of gherkins
for a spelt second crimson swirls yin to the broom and whoosh warm popes and the
weather changes- the sun comes up and that arid dePRESSion goes
Acid rain and old ladies sit and chatter and bicker about the spacing of chairs and spade
singing cheers from their poodles- controller with walkers old chicken squawkers
beaked whips that trip off their rockers on where the good chit is- sitting on the edge of
their chairs into the green glass eyes and old grey hairs- at the edge of a cliff and toss
smooth stones unto a whisper of sand down below
Three of them
Blithe sleeps in ger oak roller chair with the chipped wicker backing up into her
dreams of blues skies and a warm cool breeze.
Merry pulls repeatedly at her shawl and reaches into an iron basket and produces
another half pound stone- flat as a rock. She smiles and points her pointed nose into the
air as her arm swings wide- like the arm of a flesh colored chimp her fingers are shrimp
in a wheel chair she wealds another slate flat wobbler out into the space for seconds.
Elizabeth leans out then through the wind peers down as the stones cracks the sky
and drops over the edge.
As tick against a stick the sound returns and with them the high pitched scream of a
tourist below- the three old invalids and the two young junkies laugh- how they laugh!
Liz shakes so hard that her whites seem to swing out of her skull like swollen
tongues of white lipped donkeys. the trees in the distance appealed from the cliff at their
right
Harness Tea
I honestly can't say what I know
you know I cry and bleed
from my blackened veins
in the rain the shower washes
blood into the embricate drain
and all the same I can't recall
the golden rule or any
thing that has anything
do with right or wrong
Grandpa Gepetto took a turn in the ghetto
um pa pa um pa pa
the strory's as long and as old as your nose
Round cleared glasses and out in the cold
could of made you a jackass had a whale of a time
Not much left to sing about
Nowhere left on this old round about
How about a about of that?
sitting down on concrete wet
It's in the material
silk worm misses missles hiss right by my ears
in slow motion
I'm gonna let you go
Satan satin is material
Out there suffering injury on an injured jury
Fussier beings need
if and only iff
She's that woman
changing habit
see the demon
what about it
we'll she's a nun man
and he's a devil
she's a young one
undressed and white
he's a devil
scales hard and thorny
that's their story
morning glory
I can't see strait and I must be late
and I can't wait for a dinner plate
out or tune
It's late and it's dark
and you're still afloat
It's calm and Its cool
and the moon shines upon your boot
you're flat on your back
and the stars coat the sky
theres a shark and shes sharp
and you cry and you try but you're
here out of phase and soon you will die
you're the bait and she'll wait
pulling down numb
pulling down numbers in and after math
try to cop a function and then I take a bath
pushing up fiction and see the wrath of gears
a halt to all this friction girl when I see you hear me
Accepting the Grind
I find pencils on the ground
all the time at SMC
when I find writers on the ground
I must remind myself
to be a pencil in the grind
and in the grinder I will be
forever there to sharpen skills
which teach me how to plant the trees
so I can build some SMCs
When I'm in fear I catalog
I rearrange and clean the pad
when I'm in fear I say hello
not to a sole
all alone you know?
Empty Melon
while your empty melon is jelling in jail
out side they pay bail out a bucket fool a typical male
you sit and stare rotting in embricate skin
the bowl full of gold colored kin
say blink blink blink blink
blink blink blink blink
you be jaundice not gold like fish in the sea
a gold fishy you are on a goldfish bowl tee
as the gavel comes down a net picks you up
a dirt lot with a house size hole
across from his home where the storm is much worse
the 9 year old sits knees up folded arms
unalarmed in his card board, grey plywood foretold
listening in on the rain and watching the cold
thinking of sand castles down by the shore
Sand candle pan handle sandals and more
taste don't haste the master or come near my castle
you bass tarred and feathered and tied up and theaters
'a storm in the ocean' he muses 'is fearsome,'
his brother the other ain't gun shy or fierce
caught on the line and the nine year old dreams alone in his shack
in the rain where the sound of it's patter is all that would matter
to children who's fun comes from dirt clods not mud
pretty clean girl,
she was a pretty clean girl, so long, now she lies
with her blue overalls and drop net stockings
sand white body all curls
towed by the line the seaweed and surf
a pick up line by the fisherman death
red foam and you see the shark had his wish
just drop dead gorged on by picas of fish
just flies in her eyes on the beach from a coat
of oil on the surface and oil in her hair
a tow on the line and a line on her toe
the ribbons of life trails under the boat
the pilots and dolphins just cry cause they know
a ride on the wake is no tow on the line
caught up in a cause
caught up in a cause
addition in number
the tide draws you out
ten thousand because clauses
and these guys and those guys
a surplus of sirs plus the slurs and their spires
stir the churning urn burnings
the worm in their pot bellied curves
and bla bla bla bla
you wait for a set here it comes
what you think about now is that
somehow you must
while spinning
within the curl and the hurl
in the eye of a god
surrender to it
or get bashed on a
chorus of choral
who'll shred you in ribbons
a release at the surface
a faith ace, yes sir
recluse the clauses
this is what counts
Roman Catholic hammer
I tap tap tap my Roman Catholic hammer
into the cross beam of Jesus tree
I'm gonna see that ash intersection
crash as a church crutch unlike the tree unended
a Roman Catholic crutch and such
a clutch of pope and papal patronage
my father Irish German RC rage
I turn the page and rearrange my tie
and like a thesaurus life's a circus
Sir Lancelot sar us cuss alot
far no fuss at tall functions
and functions without the instructions
and unlike us Jesus was no Christian at all
just and angry young man
man I love him and not you
knows all
knows all about driving and doesn't have a car
knows all about living and yet he never has
goes on about striving
but couldn't take a step
going on about arrival
cause he thinks that's cool
Art's Father
and one hour father down the river
who's art is hanging in heaven
hollowed be thy tree
they king dumb come
thy will play dumb
on hearth as it is in ovens
break us this day our broken bread
and for give us our tress passes
lead dust knots into temptation
I'm getting better squared
Big talkers
and water walkers
jocks on loches
and Jack on Jills
how much blood flew down the hill
could you spill from the cup of Jesus
in his name to win the sail so full of wind
the cap of Chinese porcelain
cups of capuchin swim
store Es (tickets/ TVs) swill
airstrip is to
is the time it takes
to get from trigger to target's breast
spear that slice of Jesus cheese
ord' heurves are prime time here!
este es venomous
stsfnms
Yesterday yes venerate memories
shaving the spoon for nothing metal shavings
grin dios
Growing up is so fun to do
oh showing up for the sun shying through
and knowing ex ac a tick ly what you're spots to do
is being responsible I am how bout you?
Oh go growing up free your self dude
free off and go die I'm not in the mood
If I had my way I'd chit
Free off go die yeah go!
Blow your self funkerblow
your self blue there's nothing I'd like better than nothing to do!
Oh poor me poor me
pour me a drink so that I can get stoned
poor me whoa is me
If I can't be nigh then I'm going home
yo pour me pour me
my blood stream polluted
and poised to my bones
oh pour me poor miserable me
I'm blue and I'm grave and I'm just a loser
bonny solder weld underbelly
tin man I am
the patients of china white
pre-diction ex-Pussian
expulsion depiction
exPRESSion of anger the
presence of fear
Listening to no actors
flat unreal- who am I?
To think I would know how
To do the same
some asshole director
die wreak tore up jerk
These are dark days for me
I'm a love monster
and a capitalist
I know what I mean
So much good in all the world
just trying is enough
So shall sandwich
use her
and so she will wee her
heap at a
seashore
cell and sin shall sin
they die anon
Pinned dust real eyes
flow fluid rapid running rapid fire on, steams are coming
feed your dog clock springs
feel your feet rock strings
nemeses mymymy I'll Now
where are you going with that little cow
she she she shy shy shy why why why wow
If I were a bull I'd pull and how
fuel Blue and the seven seaman
Seven little sea men swimming in salt lake bed
row row row your boats fuel blue blows over your heads
and what happened deep fisher fissure
did some some salt fuel come up and hit you
were you too close to high tide
now what's a boy earthen fisher to do?
oh what happened deep sea fisher manhood come we found you on land dry?
did not the ocean come and fill you up?
shut up shut up rule woolen steel wool sullen
fire an ember see his house burn
see them port the salt water morte
turn the heat from blue bad blues
fed and blue balloons the toes of piglet in a pickle jar
Free Rain
accepted fate
hear yeah mark the slate
a covered plate
a blank check
surrounded by friends
you made good on old debts
time takes time
a blank check is on the way
Cheese makes you fat
I don't want to hear about the venom in your spit
go whither you came your lather and fang
If I hadn't been there in the midst of it all
that's it
fill the cup
don't talk
back it up
Smack the Cat
I paint a purple painting
about some junkie caviar
100 choked out red and green and blue balloons
squeezed out of the mouth
and open belly of a freshly gutted junkie girl
bloated floating
ck caviar like so
much multi colored roe
The cool sit around making fun of the rich
life's a bitch
the fools have it all and make fun of the poor
what a bore
the rulers are losers
and settle for more
rulers itch
while the privileged poor in L.A. , got it going on
so we say
the rich and poor will have their day of awareness yes
should we say in a way that
although it may be surprising to them- both:
more money means more money problems
for the poor and the rich the rulers and all
except for us (we got it going on)
My mighty Thai tea
set me free for a second
life is like tennis in hell
a second hand
helping of games people play
a way
through the boredom when there's nothing to say
an untidy feeling a scratch you can't stitch
an itch you can't ditch
and a pitch you can't catch
a latch you won't latch
and a batch that your mother will botch
as the itch in your notch light a fire in her stove
a drive to the coaster to drive off a cliff
the sweets take a dive for the brown water burns
you survive and your drive off the ledge is the
thin end of the wedge in your biscuit
"don't play with your Tea it's teatime not playtime"
says mom and you scone
Watch Those Cats
follow the sun through the house
from window to window
they bask in the light
their flight through the house
ends in the night
when they lie by the fire
and dream of the day
Follow that Car
Follow that Car
to the top of the parking lot
hoping that cop is not
gonna turn around
slip into a slot and I'm not
going to lock the door
appealed by the # of cars
in the mall parking lot
The Real Words
The Real Words were never as good as your own
doesn't matter what I say
sure don't matter what I've seen
I've objected to your standards
objective standard ant abuse
collective candor lard and ruse
what's the use of abdominals
in holding your guts and matter intact
if a spine you have not
approbation
elevation
castration
slug it out with a worm
I'm leaving for blue water
white sands
One of my miserable millionaire friends
was whining and diing about his loose ends
when the air bubbles
inside your container
just bends
the cement that you laid
a foundation well made
sent you home on the coast
with the most beautiful -a-e
had to come up for
air way too soon and just died
and expired
sentimental layered sediment
Rapture of the Zen Butcher
God gave me a parking space and took away my car
If I'm not whom I thought I was
have I always been I lawyer?
you see a Zen butcher
standing over ten Zen tents
a father of this gravity rolls over you and off a cliff
if an imaginary direction of time
was not an invention of a
rolling dice in the dark g- o- d
why don't the numbers contain
an explanation why they break up and break down
in their highest degrees?
A premeditated unmedicated
vision of the dead Buddha on the road
from his body rose a specter
the Zen tent butcher
he say get your as back boy
go out and burn those villages of the mind
She followed the spy
She followed the spy and spied on the swallow
swallowed the fly and preyed on the fallow
pryed on the marrow and fried in the fat
how about that?
Michael PIKE
Michael PIKE took a hike up the hill upon his bike
bent upon a hill to hump and sprocket
went for a mint lump in his pocket
found some lint and hit a rock
hit a bump and he was dumped
span and jump his landed rump
upon a splinted spike in stump
spent his ass wide open
ouch!
Auto Bio Graphic Bile
Ya eye a bottle graphic oil
auto bio graphic ill
mellow spill some graphite in the soil
toil and battle black and moil
a pot of your bile isn't vile it's yellow
Leave your Spoon in the sauce
bring out your dead
don't bring out your queen
too soon on the bored
organization is the separation
of parts of the engine apart from your car
with the parts on the floor
you won't go very far
Henry, Slide and Chas. get caught
urgent, penance planets cross
the coin is tossed into the wind
and as it whines the wino sings a-out his pal
about their sins
Henry tests the shoe glue way too much
Chas he rushes round alot
Slide he slips into the spoon
by noon the wino's story's told
Henry, Slide and Chas. begin
loaded all they start thinkin
about this house to rob, a battle to be won
for glue and rock and heroin
Chas he breaks into the room
Slide he Slips into the hall
Henry holds up the wall
the planets slide today they are too high
Slide goes out by the John he's no more
convulsion takes out Chas he dies coughing
when Henry comes to glued onto the floor
the cops walk in the door laughing
the end
Staccato punch
is my truck of choice
an innuendo
an end in the mud
a chug of the motor boat
a tug on your tie
let the machine gun
and the fly fisherman have a try
Swimminfishwomen
swimmin fish woman
swimmin a fish wombman
a wish a fish swishin
Drift Valley
file through bars of files
fly through bras of fire
lie for free the pile
life the papal pyre
write me through the wire
try to for the girt
rifle through the files set the skull adrift
Pretty Sue
Pretty Sue I let you down
pretty soon It'll dawn on me
pretty Sue I let you roam alone through Rome
my brown down suit
sue let me off
colt brown suit molts
sigh and shall I reapply the principles
adjustments in the shade
pull paper from the trees
just pry and pray for light
this horse tree tied my ride to tight
she left me with the tide tonight
Break Job
vague and in hell
madam Wastrel
she seem so bizarre
a bizzy rolled brow
paste mud die
rocket chore blood
month fur a buck
baked breast lookin cute
honey don't you know it's a lie
the boobs are not funny
for those who must die
Lucid girl for ever mine
As I undo your belly button
and wring my finger in your rings
who's eyes are blinking in this dream
I can only think I hear a creaming
sound as I scream
your reaming tongue
is slipping notes into my ear
I love you secret lover
forever your in every lucid moment
here
run a little runway
see my blues
I'm here to stay
this time I'm going slow
from the deck this submarine
Tell me a tale about Soloman Grundy
I don't know who he is
does he know Iron John?
Tell me a story about morning glory
If they don't pay your bail
will you be here for long?
Or sing me a song about Rosey sue
I'm not eating here
till a quarter to two
the marks doing time
is there wine on the beach?
the cause of this hell
is in my mind can't you tell?
Jack runs the grounds
Jack runs the grounds while you're baby's gone-
run away- she's a hurricane-
in a lonely sea and white wash wall is your hide away
Contemplation of God on the face of a child
took a little plunging and the sink was clear
applied by running water all alone could hear
ya try to kiss her faucet and her eyes a glaze
but you lied there mother funkeras she stared away
funkerrapist across from the tap of the cross looking papist
sucker funkermud slinging trapper alas the loud Trappist
is wasting his breath
Saint Paul's
I'm reading Saint Paul's Letter to the 1st Corinthians 1st - Chapter 13
The page number's aren't universal
Our sponsors commit this to memory
I see my anger throw my girlfriend's kitten into the wall- free God, why do I see that
image?
Am I crazy? Am I insane? The morbid pictures tear at me- I feel the shame of such
thought s yet I guess deep down I know that this is just part of my television up bringing
and that thank you God that the image of JFK still hurts and my babies kitten is really
safe with me because someone told me that it had nothing to do with it- that they don't
lock you up for being crazy- they lock you up for acting crazy- give yourself up to a
friend or find a church where they don't need the money you don't have and take the
power away from the ideas that are just that
ideas
I have been so funking If I could write this shit down-
"John said you don't have to get into this spirituality shit until you have grand kids"
"I feel like a peace of shit right now" Lythos looked into the crinkled window and noticed
that he couldn't hear the rain- it was raining hard- he could see it either from the
angle but he knew it was pouring. He continued the conversation with himself- the continual
flow of thought that
"The buzz; the sonatinas flow of noise and thought and dissection of feel- then verbiage
and mind stream of wordy pebbles the girl funking snubbed me cold and my intellect
is powerless over my feeling"
"all that shit you know about yourself isn't doing a bit of good here is it, Zinc." the
the quiet voice- Mom?
"everything is going to be okay." the ex-bank robber boss who doesn't shoot anything
anymore
"Zinc, you are the sickest son of a bitch I have ever met in my life." and then later,
"Zinc, you have to make yourself think of something else- it takes conscious effort" and
"the only thing you need to know about God is that you ain't it"
Zinc look up at the pictures he cut out of magazines of the most beautiful girls and the
coolest crass posters- wood block and fine photography- no porn or violence- just beauty
sadness and pain- joy. "How the free are you going to write a story when you are
doing just that?" he wrote. "How do you stop the words- I mean how do you chants the
words coming out of your mouth" Zinc sat back in his chair and then got up. It had totally
stopped raining. An hour ago he lay in his blue 72 Tornado and watched the rain smash
down in silence- the music of his band blaring and breathing into his soul like some
sonic medicine he thought up. At two in morning and two blocks away from his boardwalk
apartment he lay in the lot and tried to listen to his lyrics- to dance with them- to
ride them. the thoughts listened.
"This is so much shit for you- if you get what you want- your success that which you
need and have finally givenyourself permission to go for-" his lyrics "I only want what I
can't have."
"You feel like such a piece of shit that you think you need to be loved by the world to
feel NORMAL and you know that if I came down here to make a personal appearance
and made fire and lightning and all that, tomorrow you'd say- 'that was yesterday, God,
this is today- where the free are you know- like I was funking Santa Clash and I only
come once a year-
"you come five or six times a day all by yourself" said the boyscout-
"Time for bed," thought Zinc
1/9/93
Such a gift today. Seeing people and firing back and, while I still smart constantly
from the bullets that are fired- even Lenny hisses at me in disgust it seems that that ALL
have the lingo down- the walk- and the kooks like myself are the losers- but still walking
throughout the I don't care what anyone thinks syndrome- the hot model chicks that- this
"Excuse me-
Bang! I freein' realized what I had to do- I needed more than ever to capture this dialogue-
now the fear set it- but I realized the power of media- I need to mike it and use it-
this was the intimate dress rehearsal- the foot work for footwork sake- could I remember
to capture it?
Bang
. Write a review of how I almost let Entropy slip by- singing quit call else- #2 priority
list the steps I need to get there
"Excuse me," Zinc steps up to the girls- girls- they were his age- maybe even thirty
but they were georgettes enough to be working still he'd bet, "I want to give you this
tape of my band,- I said that if I ever saw you again, I'd give them to you"
The taller girl eyes light up- like they'd been indorsed at the party or something. Zinc
turned to Whatman
"Hey, I need to give you the album" and then to the girls "can I run to my car real
quick?"
"Sure" like what ever- not valley whatever- NEW YORK whatever- like free off. Okay
maybe not free off- yeah sure- these girls have seen it all. Zinc ran to his beat up 72
Tornado. 'I'd be lying if I said after I got famous- I had the Tornado cause I thought I was
trying to be hip- I just thought that cause I was funking poor' he thought to himself. Then
there was the Boy Scout waiting for him at the trunk.
"Wheeled you get that hat?" Zinc's beano looked like a great bright green foreskin on
his head.
"Man free you
Y This is where I realized the potential for the torment that I thought I was being subject
to and if my life was so funking grand and mystically rich- why the free wasn't I writing
sabot it- you can juice it up when you know how to tell a story- and not only that- by
writing about it you will experience the application of a serious power greater that yourself-
What is the funking joke here? The Boy Scout, although his job is to kill you- it is
also to give you the opportunity to reach the most wild funking height of human
awareness possible. Grat LIST quick- EA DN 2Models CANNA, Chris, the house that
may never happen on Psalm the Elision the Bad Lieutenant- Jody, Migielina, John-
Gab- Lenny almost forgot the rejection call from Mitch something at Elektra- very cool-
pass but thats for the call- a totally sober act- June 92 The Face- my wall
My green hat
Y Zinc walked back to Whatman the the two girls. The taller one turned to him
"Thanks," taking the tape
"You may not be into it- it's punk rock"
"I'm into con Crete blonde right now. where did you see us?"
"Over at Lula's. When I saw you here, I knew I had to give them to you"
"Why didn't you give them to us there? Where you scared?"
"Yeah, I don't just go up to women and say hey, here's my tape, hi"
They turned. Zinc turned and exhaled and the Boy Scout was right there- so was the
black pit,
"Man, I wish I could get in there and talk shit while you were in action"
"Free off," Zinc turned back and came up behind the girls
"Hey, if you don't like them please give them to someone else"
This time the B.S was right there
"You funking punk asshole- you can't just do the footwork- not that you know what
the free you are doing talking to those girls with your Grand Tornado." Zinc could feel the
black pit looking at him- he knew that feeling well- the sick buzz in his stomach. He
glanced across the parking lot and like something- he saw the old man again waving not
drowning- he was on the grass among the trees. He turned to the Boy Scout-
"Who the free is that?"
"You know, the censors aren't not going to give you an NC-17 if you keep saying
FREE" the Boy Scout turned to camera in Zinc's mind's eye-
"I mean who is this funking guy? Your typical what- Zinc, you really think all this
horse shit about vision and all that is real? There are one hundred other neurotic newly
sober funking guys trying to cash in on their spirituality- just like you"
The black pit growled and Zinc could feel it. He sighed.
"This is my movie. It I'm not in it right now- you'll never happen"
"You can't act."
"So?"
"You'll put on a bad performance I'm telling you- I'm the actor in this head. Synisism
has never been cooler"
"Than when? The Spanishness Inquisition?- Who is that?" the old man was gone.
"That was the father. He's trying to save you."
"From you I'll bet"
The agent: "You need him- just like you need me. It's just that for people like us these
guys are too big for their britches"
"Ask yourself," said the Boy Scout "Why do you have to write produce score and
star in a movie about you band to feel funking normal? Because you dad is a linguist.
The ultimate act of the ego maniac with an inferiority complex- wops there I go using
those phrases again- are you putting word in my mouth or am I really a demon inside
your head?"
"Okay, I've had enough," Zinc walked.
2/19/93 Watch markers movie- continual inspiration-The year Broke got bunked by
Brooms and CARNATIONS salvational can oceans of con oceans of conditional confections
conspiracies commodes on conoceanal camel quoiting; quotional quiche quiche
kip ship shits- free q funkerfeather funkerother wuther doter her wuther wither dither
dater liter lather lizard retard mustard lard lard lard copy cut paste waste taste laced
mace face race daisy lazy hazy waive fantastic stick sick shit fit Nick shit pit wit plat
pit under the arm wit ;lit light tight nighty right fight sight kite high as a white kite in the
black light might you make a fake bake sale sail into the chain mail sand pail rail failure
your cure ain't as sure and you sure thought we taught you something not yet you
bought the chalk and walked the walk to the yacht on the yard and the hardy hear hear
free off you friar fire fire mother funking liar fryer shit pan tin can ran sack shit head red
tailed tripod need you dick to stand hand stand summer salt and pepper san shine dime
clime lime and jalepeno time bye!
3/14/93 Another inspired moment. Played this cool 213 party and (March 6) and went
to NOFX at the Roux saw Mike B. and was kind of bummed on the kids there and left
feeling down. Saw Dive Navaho and John Wilier those guys are so cool. John's friend Charle was there too. That golden hour. talking about whatever and music and how rich as people they are- Would like to call them. I think this is what I want in life- those moments like breakfast with Nick, Tweet, Paul saw him at Lulls he
didn't come over- didn't see me? gave Dennis and Paul a ride home. I hope this is the
week I pull it together a little more and work out and get voice in at NV's
A STRAIT-EDGED CARY NATION
STUFFED FREEDOM IN A HOLE
THE SOME EXPECT THE WORLD
TO LIVE A LIFE THAT'S PURE
THAT VIEW HAS NO PERSPECTIVE
JUST BOREDOM FROM THE CURE
AND SOME REJECT THE WORLD
FOR THEM LIFE IS A BLURR
THAT VIEW NO LESS RESPECTED
AND SKID ROW IS THE LURE
YOUR CIRCLE IN THE fuel
GROWS LARGER THEN IT GOES
A FLASHBULB AT THE PARTY
GET PLUGGED AND THEN IT BLOWS
SECOND LAW Ain't Simple
HEY WAY BACK LOOK AT LIFE
MUCH DIFFERENT IN THE PAST
YOU'RE LIKE A BABY DOLL
WHEN THINGS WERE MADE TO LAST
THE BUCKET JAW BEGINS TO EAT
THE WHEELS BEGIN TO GRIND
YOU'RE CRAMMING FOOD TO WASTE
IT REACHS YOUR BEHIND
IT'S TIME TO EAT YOU NEED TO SHIT
THE PLACE BEGINS TO STINK
WHEN THE TOILETS THROAT IS FULL
YOU'LL BE SHITING IN THE SINK
SUCH VIRTUE IN THE PROGRESS
THE ATOMS YOU DID SPLIT
"A BETTER WAY THAN WOOD" HE SAID
BULLSHIT, YOU JUST CAN'T GET IT
SO YOU BELIEVE IN PROGRESS AND TECHNOLOGY
NO TIME FOR PRESERVATION AND ECOLOGY
YOU THINK PROGRESS IS JUST MOVEMENT TOWARDS A PERFECT STATE
THERE'S NOTHING WRONG IT'S JUST THE SPEED THAT THINGS WILL DISAPATE
SOMETHING'S GOT TO BURN
TO KEEP YOUR BODY HOT
THE FACT IS WHEN YOU DIE
YOUR BODY'S GONA ROT
WHEN PLATO WAS ALIVE
HE CLEARLY UNDERSTOOD
CONTINUAL DEGRADATION WAS
HISTORY'S ONLY LIKELYHOOD
WHEN EUROPE WAS A FOREST
LIFE NEED NOT BE PLANNED
THEY NEVER THOUGHT TOMORROW
CALLED FOR POWER IN THE SAND
YES, EUROPE WAS A FOREST
BUT PEOPLE PLOWED IT IN
THE POPULATION GREW
THE ENERGY GREW THIN
AND WE PROGRESSED ALONG
AN AWNSWER MUST BE FOUND
THE LOSS OF WOOD FORSED THEM
TO THE AWNSWER IN THE GROUND
SO FILTHY WAS THIS PROGRESS
SO HATED FROM THE START
THE SEARCH FOR COAL BECAME THE GOAL
THE CHANGE WAS JUST A START
CAME PROGRESS BY INVENTION
AN EXAMPLE: THE STEAM ENGINE
YOU EAT SO funking FAST
THAT'S WHY THE FLAVOR DOESN'T LAST
SO REMEMBER BACON AND FIG NEWTONS
SMITH, LOCKE (DESCARTES, TOO)
THEY'RE JUST A FEW A WHILE AGO THAT
TAUGHT YOU HOW TO DO
ALL THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS DREAMED
THAT YOU COULD NEVER DO
BUT DON'T FORGET THE PRICE YOU PAY
FOR LIVING IN THIS ZOO
THAT NOTHING IS FREE AND YOU CAN''T WIN
YOU CAN'T BREAK IN AND OUT AGAIN
IT'S ONLY YOU THAT SEE THE BARS
CAUSE SOME SEE MUD AND SOME SEE STARS
THOUGHTFUL WORDS
AS WE SING OUR THOUGHTFUL WORDS WE PLAN TO MAKE YOUR DAY
CAUSE WHEN WE'RE DONE WE'LL CLEAN OUR GUNS AND BLOWN THOSE
funking JERKS AWAY
Simple
AND YEAH I STILL CAN'T WRITE THE WAY OTHERS SHOULD THINK
AND SURE YOUR JOKE WALDO, SURE THOSE JOKE STINK
LEATHER OLD SAMBO AND SLIMY WET KINK
SOME SICKLY LEFT GARBO ROTTING IN THE SINK
SOPING WET BACK STROKES SIPPING DRIPPING PREMED
NO CARPET PET BAGGERS ON ACID INSTEAD
AND AFTER I'M GONE AND ALL HAS BEEN SAID
YOU ALL COSY ON DOWN IN YOUR WARM LITTLE BEDS
I'M NOT GOIN' SHOOTIN CAUSE SANTA'S A RED
I'LL BE CRANKING THE TUNES IN MY SHELTER INSTEAD
I HAVE NO RESPECT FOR AGE- UNLESS IT'S BOTTLED
SO MANY LIVE LIKE CATTLE
IT'S PRODUCE BY THE BOOKS
FOR FUTURE'S GRAIN A BATTLE
MEN VERSUS HOGS ON HOOKS
A PIG PEN IS OUR NATURE
A GREED FOR ALL THAT COOKS
A FEED TO FILL A LIFESTYLE
THE PATH OF COWS ON HOOKS
A PIG PEN IS OUR CLOSURE
A MUDDY fuelHOLE
YOU'RE BAD ASS KICK ASS BACKWARDS
TO ALBATIOR YOU MOLE
WOOL SOCKS II
SHIVERING, SHIVERING, SHIVERING, SHIVERING 96-99
VIOLENT SHIVERING, SHIVERING, SHIVERING 91-95
MUSSLES STIFFENING, STIFFENING, STIFFENING 86-90
PULSE RATE FALLING, FALLING, STALLING 81-85
UNCONTIOUS BREATHING, SLIPPING, SLIPPING 78-80
WHITE FROTHY FLUID FILLING, FILLING
LUNGS KEEP DRIPPING, DRIPPING, DRIPPING
NO MORE SLIPPING CAUSE YOU'RE DEAD 78
Beach It
DON'T CALL ME HONEY CAUSE I'M NOT SWEET
IT'S BEE SHIT BABY, NOT A RUSSIAN FEAT
YELLOW RAIN IS A POLITICAL GAME
BEE SHIT BABY, IT'S ALL THE SAME
DON'T CALL ME HONEY, CAUSE I'M NOT NEAT
YOU THINK IT'S FUNNY, ON BEE SHIT STREET
IN NAM THEY THINK THE YELLOW IS A CEMICAL RAIN
BUT THE TRUTH OF THE MATTER SEEMS TRUELY INSANE
IT'S BEE SHIT BABY
REFGIGERATED
REFGIGERATED LIMOSINES AND BOXCARS IN THE SCORTCHING HEAT
SHE WAS MY HEROIN
CASE THE STATE THE CASE
I'M JUST SEARCHING
FOR A JUST DEFINITION WHY THE SOME WITHOUT
WISDOM CAN'T CHANGE THEIR TRADITION, LEARNING IS MEANING A
TRANSITION INTO REPETITION TAKING THEIR POSITION IS THE PRICE OF
ADMISSION
THIS UNDERGROUND BAND LAND MUST BE ON A MISSION A PRIME TIME
REDUNDANCY ON THEIR TELEVISION WHY OLD MEN WITH WISDOM DON'T
TAKE A POSITION IT'S ALL ABOUT THE BOTTOM LINE AND IT DOESN'T MEAN A
THING
I'M NOT TALKING
ABOUT THE GOOD AND THE BAD
I'M JUST CONTEMPLATING NORMS
THE PEOPLES NOTICE OF WHAT IS WRONG
IS WHY THEY ENJOY THE WRONGFULLY SONG
YOU JUST SAY NO, IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE
BUT THAT'S THE WAY IT IS YOU SEE
THE NORM IS TO RETURN TO IT
I DON'T STAND AT ALL WHILE I SIT
I DON'T UNDERSTAND QUITE WHILE I SIT
IF YOU CAN'T WRITES IT THEN IT MUST BE WRONG
SO I REALLY CAN'T SING IT IN ONE OF MY SONGS
WHO SAYS I SHOULD?
SHOULD ALWAYS BE IN ORDER
SHOULD ALWAYS BE JUST RIGHT
SO WHAT IF YOU'RE NOT TIRED IT'S YOUR BEDTIME SO GOODNIGHT
SHOULD INCLUDE YEARLY VISITS TO FAMILY GONE BYE
SHOULD NEVER MISS A SURMON ALTHOUGH YOU DON'T KNOW WHY
CHORUS
WHO SAYS I SHOULD?
WHAT SHOULD I BE?
LIKE SHIT I SHOULD
I'M GONA BE FREE
WHO SAYS I SHOULD?
WHERE SHOULD I GO?
DO YOU THINK THAT I CARE
THAT I SHOULD?-NO!
YOU DESERVE TO LIVE
YOU WAKE UP COUGHING SO YOU SPARK UP A LOAD
JUMP IN THE SHOWER,YOU GOT A MINUTE TO GO
INTO THE MARKET FOR A BUCKET A JUG
YOU CLOCK IN YOU'RE LATE, YOU GOT NOTHING TO SHOW
YOU JUMP IN YOUR CAR YOU GOTTA GET HOME
YOU'RE LADY IS THERE YOU'RE BONA GET BONED
BUT YOU'RE GOING TOO FAST-YOU BREAK AND YOU SKID
YOU'RE INTO THE HOSPITAL FOR KILLING A KID
YOU TRAMP AROUND- YOU'RE A THUNDERBIRD KING
AS LONG AS YOU'RE DRUNK, YOU DANCE AND YOU SING.
BUT A SUDDEN WHITE FLASH BURNS THE FLESH FROM
YOUR SKIN
YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT IN ONLY DEATH DO YOU WIN
SKI MASK POLITICS
THE RULES HAVE BROKEN TRACES
OF WHAT THEY HAVE IN STORE
IS SO UNTAME NOT QUITE THE SAME
AS HOW WE KEEP THE SCORE
THE SHOES HAVE BROKEN LACES
THEY KNEW IT ALL BEFORE
ORGANIZED TERRORISM
IS HOW THEY ASK FOR MORE
WEAKENED BY OUR STRENGTH
WE CANNOT PROTECT THE LENGTH
BLOWN TO BITS THROWN IN PITS
SAY WE DIDN'T WARN YOU
IN THE WORLD YOU HAVE A CHANCE
TO MAKE A MILLION BUCKS.
MAKE TWO BOMBS AND SING A SONG
DEMONSTATE DISTROY A STATE
AS THE SMOKE BEGINS TO LIFT
GO GET YOUR MILLION BUCKS
IF YOU DON'T DO IT SOMEONE WILL
A FREEIN' JERK WHO THINKS YOU SUCK
ADAM ATE THE WORM
BITE THE BIG RED APPLE SAID THE BIG BLACK SNAKE
NOW RAPE ALL NATURE ADAM, GO MAKE THAT BIG MISTAKE
DID YOU MISS THE MESSAGE CHRISTIAN? OFCOURSE YOU funking
DID. STILL RAPEING NATURE CHRISTIAN? FORGOT WHAT EDEN MEANT?
THE PROBLEM YOU DID GRAPPLE CALLED THE BIG MISTAKE
BITE THE BIG RED APPLE
GO MAKE THAT BIG MISTAKE
BITE THE DUST,ADAM.
SMARTER THAN MADISON AVENUE
WHAT YA GONA SAY?
WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO?
WHERE ARE YOU GOING TO BE
WHEN THEY COME AFTER YOU?
HOW YOU GONA FEEL?
WHAT'S IT GOING TO TAKE
WHEN YOU GONA REALIZE EXACTLY WHATS AT STAKE?
IT'S A SEVEN DIGIT NUMBER YOU CANNOT COMPREHEND
COULD HAVE HAD SOME MEANING BUT YOU MAY NOT FIND OUT TILL THE END
PERSONA NON GRATA
(GYGAX,NON,HERE'S TO ABSENT FRIENDS)
SOMETIMES I NEED TO GET AWAY FROM ALL THIS FREEIN' SHIT SO I GO PLAY
A DIFFERENT GAME I HAVE TO THINK AND SIT. I CREATE MYSELF A TOLKIEN
WITHOUT THE PAIN IN PLAY. IT'S ANOTHER
LIFE I LIVE, I LIVE IT EVERYDAY. FOR HOURS I COULD SIT AND THE STORIES I
COULD TELL. YOU TELL ME THAT IT'S STUPID WELL YOU CAN GO TO HELL.
IT'S EASIER TO PLAY THE GAME WITH PLATEMAIL ON MY BACK. I'D RATHER
PLAY THIS GAME THAN BE AN ALCOHOLIC. BUT ESCAPE CAN BE A PROBLEM,
WHEN IT'S ONLY IN THE MIND. IF YOU FORGET WHAT
IS REAL THEY'LL STAB YOU FROM BEHIND. AND KEEP THE GAME IN CHECK,
KEEP IT SAFE FROM MATE
BECAUSE IF YOU FORGET WHAT IS REAL BIG BROTHER WILL HAVE YOU ON A
PLATE.
CALL ME WHAT YOU WILL
I'M NO funking SQUARE
SPILL THROUGH GUT PEE ALL
I DON'T REALLY CARE
CAUSE I'M NOT A DRUNK
I LIKE TO DRINK
DRUNK AS A SKUNK
SUDDS IN THE SINK
STIFF AND PLASTERED
SWIGGERED A SWACKED
CRACKED AND CRIGGERED
CRIGGERED AND CRACKED
STIFF AND PLASTERED
SWIGGERED A SWACKED
CRACKED AND CRIGGERED
CRIGGERED AND CRACKED
STIFF AND PLASTERED
SWIGGERED A SWACKED
CRACKED AND CRIGGERED
Members of Society
Members of society
Hear us now your clowns
We're posers of society
and nothing brings us down
Leader with Authority
We don't need to shout
No respectability
We know what you're about
And members of society
You rebel and scream and shout
fat free tart 68
fine 34
Turtle head soup and hey! 42
...OR WAS HE FAKING? 6
1/90 Gold in the crucible 62
10,000 bands of Lost Angels under the
DEEP blue sea 45
12 to the highest power 41
17 32
2 decks terrain 43
2/19/93 91
3/17/93 color me not 39
39 35
51AR 33
59BR Smelt Roe 39
78 50
ADO Zen Roasted Buffalo 22-23
Anger Banger Banner 29
Auto Bio Graphic Bile 86
Beach It 94
Beamer 25
Bog One down for love 75
Boy it Smarts 34
Brain Soot 47
A book of matched the rest is smoke 44
a dirt lot with a house 79
A dry white toast 11
a fair I see a fare ice affair eye sea mon
friar Lice 9
A make up wont save you 5
A mighty fortress is your God 27
A second thought 40
A STRAIT-EDGED CARY NATION 92
A Warehouse full of Reams of Litigation
on Environmental Law 21
Accepting the Grind 78
ADAM ATE THE WORM 96
Alive and Jiving 2
Alone 29
and it puts me down safe 14
Art's Father 80
Assumed ;premise (How I got here) 51
Attack of the Killer Poodles 36
AVOID BREATHING 19
Black lines 72
blackboard 9
Bliss turd 66
Blue & Superfine 18
blue beard 34
Break Job 87
Broken windshield 59
burroughs is crap 66
califloura 35
caught up in a cause 79
change me 36
Cheese makes you fat 83
Civil Hair Patrol 63
Closed Out 76
Colorful Advertising 28
Contemplation of God on the face of a
child 88
Contempt 16
Crisp 29
Crocodile 21
Scrum Chicks 13
cutting down your poet tree set my free 73
D and AI 70
DAWN 14
DISPERSE 18
DNA 67
Drift Valley 87
Drive On 21
Drowning In Numbers 37
elevate tore her or 8
Empty Melon 78
Enough about me 69
este es venomous 81
EVERCLEAR AND HEROINE 12
Eyes Adjust 39
Eyes are streaming 59
Feel the Recoil 46
Fizzy tunnels 65
Folklore rain awe 55
Follow that Car 84
Frank 63, 97
Free Rain 83
From pain and remorse 73
Free it 46
Free Zen 28
Gibberish 73
Gimmie's Dead 11
Givers and takers 65
Gona see the turtle ground 54
grin dios 81
Green Rosin Blues 19
hallowed eyes 9
hammering strings 73
Hasn't thought 69
hate turns on 56
Harness Tea 77
He eats dinners in nice places 52
He thinks only of himself 64
Head Cheese 18
Health 66
Henry, Slide and Chas. get caught 86
Here is how the coffee's drunk 40
Hi funkerI'm Leaving My Soul 24-25
Hippies then and not 71
Hoagy dog ten tons of gluttonage 75
Home 6
House wives 37
Hue slide 23
HUM 17
Hun'll have the hot cold feet afterwards 13
Hurry Cane 40
I B drink 49
I follow the graven Image 48
I have it now 35
I HAVE NO RESPECT FOR AGE-
UNLESS IT'S BOTTLED 94
I have nothing to Say... 2
I'm falling calling crawling 13
I'm getting better squared 81
I'm gonna break 2
I'm gonna put her in my will 63
I'm sick of this dry spell 64
I'm with your eyes 61
I've never been just honest 46
If I Say To You 19
iff and only if 8
incredithell 22
Jack runs the grounds 88
Jesus please 13
Jungle New York Jangle 49
Just be cause 32
Just say Nay? 48
KITSCH Good grief the thief 11
knows all 80
LaLaLure 38
Laying Track 63
Le mystic du entropie 31
Leave your Spoon in the sauce 86
Ledger Letch 49
Lemon yellow 52
LIGAMINT 4
living lotto 76
Local loco local socal 25
Lonely lone cell 69
Los Angeles x2 Beach 38
Los Angels XPRESS 15
Lucid girl for ever mine
88
Lumber slum timbre slamNice night for
China White 9
M Brick ate Kate as a snake 62
Made me a river 38
maile tones 1
Makin lists 54
Marked Chords in a Greed Vacuum 17
Mayan Hymnal coffee shop 71
Members of Society 97
Michael PIKE 86
Mint LUmps in the Shade 72
Money Steaks Mersh down 15
Mother Earth vs. Math breaks down 50
Mouse is my teacher 66
my finger's in 73
My love lies in the city 57
My mighty Thai tea 84
Name your Friends 25
ncreases in creases 8
Niki Rays of light in Ancient Eyes 4
No effects on Entropy in L.A 61
No photographs 74
North to Freedom 51
nuts & bolts 20
On It or In It 40
Otter Love 53
out or tune 78
Pain pays alimony in nickels 58
Paytra 37
PERSONA NON GRATA 97
Pile the peels 60
Pin 72
Pinned dust real eyes 82
Plunger Point 8
Poison Spreaders 75
Poking fun 12
Practically? Prac a tick lee? 51
Praise be to the Praisng Prey 22
pretty clean girl, 79
Pretty Sue 87
Pro Crass Tin Nation 27
procession in session 43
Profess son 31
PRUNO FOR PIRATES 21
pulling down numb 78
Rapture of the Zen Butcher 85
REFGIGERATED 95
Revival 19
Rewind- the History of Eport knee 11
Roman Catholic hammer 80
Ruby 45
run a little runway 88
run with two nuns 64
Sadness passes 74
SAMBO 94
Sea sons flew their colors 24
SECOND LAW AND SIMBA 92
See the Cross on the Sign 74
sentenced to death 7 tenses 53
seven deadly sins 71
Seven Ears of Corn 68
Sez Me 41
She Came Across A Cross Carrier Bearing
Teeth 22-23
She followed the spy 85
She Reminds me 2
She's Hoeing Air 44
shoe polish 45
Sick Bay Lee Ray 60
Sign my sighs away 8
Sing kin, down an INdie Canyon 70
sitting down on concrete wet 77
SKI MASK POLITICS 96
Skins& Scales 21
Smack the Cat 83
Smelt, My House 1
so 9
So Why Are Still Plugged into the Wall? 7
some to do 38
Soul Ocean in an air tight garage
(X_Zen_Trip_Eyes) 17
Spell the correct term 61
split two finger time 36
Staccato punch 87
Supersick 1840s 39-40
surf board 35
swallow your pride son 13
Swimminfishwomen 87
Take a Bath 47
Takes all types
14, 15
Tender Tender 33
The constellation of the weather woman
74
The Definate Article 40
The Gift 59
the hell....the 44
the little engine that wouldn't (four color
stickers) 70
The Puddles are Grey in the Clouds 14
The Real Words 84
The Rapacious Creditor 32
the undertaker's know 67
Then the sugar takes the man 43
Thick Reins in My Skull 3, 4
Thinking Geo Graphic 11
THOUGHTFUL WORDS 94
Three elders and two young junkie friends
on the Northern coast watch the sea from
the cliffs 76
Three Months in two days ago 75
Tight ship take my pain 46
Tin Lawn 71
Toast the painted picture 51
Tow the Line 25
Trite 61
Unexperienced Bliss 25
War 30
War rhymes with crude 30
Watch the cats 84
Westwood on Aphids 67
When I'm in fear I catalog 78
White collar 74
WHO SAYS I SHOULD? 95
Why I Like 9 26
WOOL SOCKS 18
WOOL SOCKS II 94
YOU DESERVE TO LIVE 95
YOUR CIRCLE IN THE fuel 92
Your honor 37
Zebra 46
Zen tent 10